道爷的大道理

Linger

2007-08-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

I wonder.. were black and white MTVs still the rage in 1993?

2007-08-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

I think this habit of only writing a couple of posts a month is really turning into a habit..
as i write this, i check and i have currently 7 movies on my comp that i have not watched, another 4 downloading, which still means i have plenty to entertain myself with.. not forgetting to include a fair number of exciting games to be played on my handheld console.. i guess the rest of the summer is gonna be good, not bored..

so what to write about?

lets try the age old problem, why do guys cheat?
i guess its a question with many answers..
some say cos their girlfriend is a loser,
some say that the guy is a loser,
some also say that the other girl is the loser..
well.. u cant come up with a general answer to that question,
its not like, why does the moon change its shape? or smth..
there is not science to 'why do guys cheat?'
so, is it den instead, art?

if we were to assume cheating is in fact, an art, perhaps likened to, a perfect crime (in artistic terms i suppose) how, would you define, a masterpiece from crap?
allow us to first leave moral values out of this ok?
i know it look stupid, typing out a discussion inside my head, but hey, this is my blog ain't it?

so perhaps lets look at a perfect crime,
would you say that for example, stealing something that was previously regarded as 'unstealable' as perfect? would it be hailed as a masterpiece?
no no no.. of cos not..
what use is stealing something, if you cannot enjoy it? i.e. u get caught..
so, an all important part, is the getaway, remaining free.. (free in a physical sense)
now, if you have watched movies before, there are many types of getaways,
you could,
get someone to take the rap for you,
physically outrun whoever was chasing you,
get off the hook of law by perhaps some loophole, or technicality?
and i am sure u can come up with more examples on your own..

so, how is this linked to why guys cheat?
simple,
if i could getaway with it, why not?
(thats for guys without a conscience)
i get something i shouldn't be getting (like stealing)
without having to pay for it (again, like stealing)

so once more, how do we differentiate a masterpiece from crap?
the getaway,
any thief knows the getaway is the most important part of the whole thing, there must be an exit strategy..
a guy who cheats, but doesn't have a proper exit strategy, is a moron, an idiot, an asshole, and possibly every other insult u can ever throw at him..
a guy who cheats but gets away with it cleanly, might get some 'respect' or rather street cred, from other guys similar to him.. (the difference is, one has the whole world turned against him, the other doesn't)

but end of the day, its still wrong.. thats why people who steal get thrown in jail..
thats why people who cheat deserve to be there too.. (where horny men inside with no chicks to screw, and big muscles, and big dicks(=p) bully them cheaters into blow jobs and anal sex, and hopefully parade the cheaters with small dicks all around the prison naked, and laugh at him, and uh.. take his food from him, call him names, i dunno wad else to put here.. yet another crappy finish to wad looks like an intelligent post.. haha)

Love is all around

2007-07-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

2007-07-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

Its been a really long time since i last wrote anything here..

perhaps many people would have tot i stopped blogging..

but it is simply a matter of running out of things to write..

where the life of a person convergences to the monotonous drill of boredom..

the ink of a pen does nothing to ease the pain..

the heated weather beats down relentlessly on the people who scurry around in pretended freedom..

nothing they wouldn't give for a little rain..

the increasing prices,

the increasing numbers,

the bigger you get in this world,

the smaller you will feel,

in a place where no one knows your name..

life, truly is a sucky existence, when you realise you have always been missing your aim..

but if you find your significant other, and if you are her significant other, treasure the times spent together, cos.. forever, just isn't enough..

hmm.. thats all for crapping today! =) so emo rite..

i killed today

2007-05-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

yah..

i killed.. a mouse today..

buried it nicely in a garbage bag..

2007-05-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

alrite

its been a long time since i last wrote anything here,
prolly cos not much of special things to write about,
but i guess i could write abt smth boring once in a while,

ok,
so lets talk abt the boring everyday life,

so, ever since the hols started, met up with qhs n gang once to celevrate his bdae at clementi k box, that was a long time ago, i thk 2 fridays ago..
so it was a nite of drink, song, cake and dota..

den got go shopping with my darling,
eating a couple of lunches wif mishelle,
(of cos, that was to get her to buy my darling the shoes at a 40% staff discount woohoo! cheap rite!!~)

hmm,
wad else?
play sims2! i got the whole package installed, and it takes abt forever to load when u wanna play it.. but its fun and kills time..

bet soccer,
keep losing money until i pek chek.
buy 4d, but nvr buy correctly for my fren, kena killed cos, consolation prize dat nite (actually is i got shade to buy ibet, budden the stupid betting station the comp nvr register during the reading of the form, cant say its totally my fault) and dat was a 100 over bucks she didn't make dat nite.
immediately went to pray to dua pek gong the following day.

watched spiderman 3, 28 weeks later and a bunch of movies(dat weren't released recently) the my sassy girl vcd i rented from the video ez jam halfway, which reminds me i need to go and complain tmr, and hope maybe got refund.

sleep late everyday,
wake up late every afternoon (unless its damn hot)

sent my darling off on to her aust trip, dats 6 days we are gonna be apart, so sad..
the msn is not working, phone is out of the qn, i can onli pray she receives my email..

ok..
uh..
end of post..
=pPp

SUMmer!!~

2007-04-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

so,
summer is here,
been here for a couple of weeks alr..
but it feels like things nvr change
life.. does not wait for u.. to move on by itself
yah.. i noe.. dats obvious.. but yah..
sometimes, time passes by like the ticking hands on the clock dat u get so used to it passing by, u dun feel urself growing older..
like.. that day.. got some idiots call me uncle..
jialat
uncle..
when u hear uh.. den u realise..
wtf! i become uncle alr!!
like... its the age where u give sweets to children to make them happy that kinda thing u noe...
like.. wah lau eh!!!!!!!
buay tahan..
dat day drinking beer at the kopitiam..
den..
i realised..
dats quite 'uncle'..

nowadays.. just slack, play some game, work abit, go out and enjoy time, and.. sleep!
no exercise!
i need to work out soon..
for now.. its more naruto arena.. haha

Lately

2007-03-27T01:37:00.000+08:00

There's alot going on rite now, i feel like school is never ending and work is ever piling, revision seems like an ocean to swim across and the fact that i am somehow switching off into holiday mood does not help much.. i really wish summer would hurry up and get here..

oh well aside from the elf in my life lighting up my life almost daily, i am basically moodless..
i mean yah.. xian and restless..

books and more books waiting, and my mind cant rest properly to read them.. tiredlessly working on this and that.. anything and everything but the books..

diablo 2 was downloaded, but somehow cant play with my elf, i think its the router problem.. dunno how to fix it tho..

downloaded the matrix to watch again, all 3 of them.. reminded myself that 'there is no spoon, instead, try to realise that it is not the spoon that bends, it is you that bends'
and
'you didn't come here to make a choice, by coming here, you have already made the choice, what you came here to do is to understand the choice'
and
'one cannot see past a choice he does not understand'
thankfully there was a much uplifting and easier to comprehend line,
'everything that has a beginning has an end'
which i took to mean that this sem is coming to an end soon.. hopefully.. and i still cant understand why i chose to bid for ma this sem, and since i cannot understand that choice, i will not be able to predict what grade i will be getting for ma..
and.. actually, there is a spoon and i cant bend the spoon unless i use two hands to properly bend it, and if i bend, yea.. its just me bending, the spoon does not change..
even up till now, i am still fascinated by the idea of The Matrix.. which makes me wonder if anyone can really prove if the concept behind it is true or false... and its giving me a headache again..

ok.. maybe some people might be wondering about why 'she is the elf in my life'
very simple..
if u take the elf out of my life, i would be very lonely..
ok, that doesn't make any AS sense rite (if u dunno wad AS is, it stands for analytical skills)
pls look mathematically instead..
life = L I F E
elf = E L F
L I F E - E L F = I
so, removing elf from life, u get i as the remaining term.
as i is the ONLY remaining term, it would be pretty lonely wouldn't it? =pPp

found a pretty interesting online game recently,
based on the ever popular naruto manga,
presenting:
naruto-arena.com!
go check it out for yourself, its quite interesting, fun, strategical in nature, sometimes based on luck, and sometimes, if u are super lucky, u win just by the opponent timing out or smth.. haha
go try, its pretty addictive once u get the hang of it..

check me out! not too bad i would say.. haha

Guess wad i saw on the bus this morning??

2007-03-12T09:04:00.000+08:00

seriously..

i think, ever since a certain movie was made..

the world is a little topsy turvey..

Look at the amazing pair of legs..

ok..

i know the picture is a little blur,

but try to see the nail polish on the toe nails..

it was quite well done..

now look at the back profile..

nice purple handbag rite?

can u see the ear rings??

pretty basic looking mango top..

bracelets and everything too..

hair looks a little short, but i wonder wad the face looks like??

guys, are ur mouths watering now?? =DD

HOLY!!

WTF!!

THE FACE TOTALLY SUCKS RITE!!!

ok ok..

calm down...

its not that i took photos of such an ugly woman..

dun worry, my taste not that jialat..

its just that..

the person in the photos..

is a GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (yes yes, i swear thats true)

suddenly i think that rafael doesn't look so bad after all..

Da Dao Li: 34

2007-03-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

i realised that u DO need sleep..

Another random post

2007-02-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

So, i am now taking a break from writing my essay.. i dislike writing essays..
so anyway.. realised i don't post much pictures of my life here.. so here are just some totally random things in my life that i happen to have pictures of... ok ok.. so not all of them are random.. so watcha gonna do? sue me?
just enjoy and laugh and do whatever u want la!

Prof John, getting fed up and sloppy
btw,
prof john is my AS prof, and he is always so sloppy..
he even zao geng in class before!
somemore still take his cigarettes and show off to the class..
and.. got one time i remember he drank b4 class.. cfm.. cos i could smell the alcohol on him..
what a prof..
jeezz... reminds me, i still got an AS essay to write...
Bought 4D, but nv win money
but i am hoping.. for the 2nd of march TOTO!!! just lemme win abit pls!!!
its looking at me! yea yea.. its just a soft toy..
trying to study for ma quiz.. the word to take note of is TRYING
thats the inside of an electronic mahjong table that shuffles, stacks and brings up the tiles for you every game! funky eh? u can really play alot of rounds with this thing... looks expensive tho.. seen at my dad's boss' house during the CNY visit..
drink more fruit juice, its good for your health.. esp peel fresh, cos any fresher, and u've gotta peel it yourself..
eats too fast for the camera.. nah... i was slow to take out my phone to take this photo.. haha.. hope she dun kill me for posting this photo.. haha... =p

Sch is starting to make my head crack

2007-02-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Recently..
i really feel dat sch work is really piling up like the... cant really think of an analogy for it now..
its been pretty long since i last wrote anything here..

so for people who are wondering..
i am still fine..
still myself..
i did not turn gay..
or do any stupid things..

xiuling and munster went to wakiki ytd..
and they turned up like lobsters for tdy's ma meeting..
which was very productive i feel..
now i just need to brush up the excel stuff and we will be almost done!! so happy.. dats like one more hurdle to clear in this nvr ending hurdles event...

i shant talk abt wad stuff i need to clear..
cos i noe cfm got some pple got more stuff den me to clear one..
but haiz..
just kinda sad lor..
sometimes i miss the army life where i got nothing to worry about..
no big deadlines to meet..
no head cracking essays to write

oh.. met sg cher at ps dat day...
wonder who he was gonna meet... he said he was gonna watch a movie oso..

watched a few recently..
ghost rider
norbit
the fountain
i think i am gonna watch letters from iwo jima this coming week...
i watched flags of our fathers, and letters from iwo jima looks to be quite promising
this idea is quite interesting,
filming 2 movies about the same battle from the 2 different sides..

i think li feng somehow either knows something i don't or she is just laughing at me on the inside..
almost everytime i see her nowadays she has that 'smile' on her face..
u noe u noe.. dat kinda smile...
but..
nvm...
everytime ask her 'wad wad? wad u smiling abt?'
and she will say nothing...
oh well...

this chinese new year was abit... slow.. unfestive-like..
everything boring lar..
its like.. new years come and go.. it kinda lost its 'mystic' feel..

hmm
the radio is playing this jay chou song..
i like.. but somehow.. i dun remember the title..
oh yah.. its the... gui ji or smth.. haha..
gezz... just being random here...

wah..
its really been a long time since i wrote anything here...
i forgot how destressing it can be..
somehow i feel a little more relaxed...

haven seen much of my old jc pals recently..
ntu pple the break week is later den mine..
not much chance to meet up..
tho i wish we could go for a ktv session..
talk cock sing song drink the beer and get high!
hahaha

went to work tdy..
realised dat..
the conditions there are getting from terrible to terriblerer
dunnoe lar..
i just go back sometimes to help out onli..
not like i own dat place..

oh shucks...
dun bother abt that

hmm..
lets go abit further back in time.. like maybe last week or smth.. haha..

hmm hmm..
oh yea!
v-day
was very vonderful
haha
watched serendipity in the gsr..
how budget
lol..
at least it was a nice movie
haha..

aiyah..
my life..
is really a funky balance of good stuff and bad stuff..
i am not complaining abt the bad stuff..
cos i noe its there to complement the good stuff
i am just happy with my life now..
somehow feels complete.. like i have nothing lacking..
even tho sometimes i do wish i got more money and time..
haha

uh uh..
somehow.. for a rare occasion.. i cant find any words to carry on with wad i wanna say..
i just wish..
this would last forever..
and even forever is not enough..
i think..

i think i am gonna miss my CT lessons..
they were kinda nice to 'destress' in..

Stats midterm!

2007-02-10T09:52:00.000+08:00

oh well..
stats midterm later..
hope i can remember how to do the questions..
and hope the tomoki fuji actually set his paper in like.. proper english or smth...
the homework he gave wasn't really reader friendly i guess..

the 'movie' for CT class is finally completed..
super funny...
hopefully it scores..
=)

time to poke some fun at rafael again..
i heard he actually asked a girl out for v-day..
amazing!
nvr knew he had the balls to do smth lydat!
*encourages him to grow more balls so that nxt time he can be successful*
remember, failure is the lao bu of success, but if he does it enough times, perhaps we can try to do a binomial distribution to help him analyse his probability of successes... hahaha

and guess wad..
me and audrey did something funky to his fujitsu tabret..

if you are wondering why 'kiss me'...

yups.. thats cos of the shirt he was wearing dat day..
haha.. have fun laughing at rafael folks..
LOL!!

ok.. now i gotta hope he dun kill me... =p=p

Yawn

2007-01-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

Yawn..

damn freaking tired...
day after day trying to cope and manage..
seems like i have more fun outside sch den in lessons (duh!!)
AS is getting harder..
CT is getting gayer..
BGS is getting more blurrer.. dunno wad is going on now..
Stats is still manageable i feel..
TWC is having a *&^%^$^# project..
MA is getting more and more confusing.. need to buck up buck up

but other den sch..
had pretty nice memories elsewhere..
watched some nice movies..
walked some nice places..
spent quality time with my loved one..
had super freaky homo time filming the CT project.. *shivers*

wah wah wah... dun wanna think abt it...
i am so not doing dat again..
argh argh

okay..
likely that i need to be super mugging for my midterms soon.. better mug hard and buck up!!

gotta keep myself busy with all the projects and such..
and still try to have a life..
haha..
great..
so happy i simply think sch doesn't suck..
haha.. like real!!~~

love hugs and kisses =DD to the one love really loves orange stuff.. =)

2007-01-18T11:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
was a very happy day
watched
One last dance,
let me,
ask u a hypothetical qn,
who, is the hardest and easiest to kill for a professional killer?
haha
wad a funny question to ask
anyway
One last dance not bad to watch
quite arty arty
and now
my life is a super bright shade of orange
work is red
and something is yellow
forgot wad
and orange is
____

=)

then after that
hmm hmm

ate at
the black society restuarant
at vivo
damn posh looking place
but most prolly not gonna be going back there
anytime soon
too ex
and the serving abit small
thinks dat
crystal jade still nicer
haha
yay

got home abit
late
tired
but super happy
=)=)=)

but then
i think
my eye bags getting more jialat
haha
needs more sleep
soon

tahan tahan

random random and more random

2007-01-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

alrite..
so some random un important stuffs in my life..
uh..
lets see..
watched blood diamond tdy..
marvelous movie.. great.. excellent.. cool.. but the ending.. feels abit forced... poor _______ (the guy who died in the end) damn saddening.. cos actually.. dun think he needed to die one..
lol

den got really lucky during ma..
got 'stuck' in a group of 4 girls..
and onli 5 to a group.. wuhaha..
joel mus be dead jealous..
LOL

rafael got a haircut..
the haircut looks nice..
but the pink shirt i saw him in tdy really spoiled it all..
damn gay..
coupled with his handbag..
i have to say..
some AS stuff coming up..
all gays are metrosexual..
rafael is trying to be a metrosexual..
so rafael is gay?
how many pple think dat is a sound arguement?
wuhaha..
(above is meant to poke fun at rafael, not offend every single gay or metrosexual.. and rafael, dun take it to heart, we all know that some pple's tastes change after time..)

trying to push for a 'gay' topic to do for my creative thinking proj..
lol..
looks like i am talking alot about gays..
BUT NO OK!
I am NOT turning gay!
HAPPY yes..
gay as in homosexual, NO!

BGS,TWC and possibly STATS are going to be the most boring idiot mods for this sem..
the readings look dry,
the prof is talking to himself half the time.. (for twc, italian prof, cant understand his 'soft' tone)
the prof cant seem to get his stuff onto vista still (poor bgs..)
the prof seems to to be unable to make his lesson interesting (but its stats anyway.. whoever said it was interesting?)

i really have to buck up
pull up socks, pants or wadever else that i need to pull up..
i really wanna graduate man..
i dun wanna drop out..

but yea..
i am really happy..
really really happy..
u noe u noe..
the really really truely happy?
like so happy u just feel like jumping around?
so happy dat headaches dun mean a thing even if they last the whole day? (or did i have a headache at all? it felt like i did..)
so happy i just get tired just from being happy.. (i wonder if this has any scientific basis =pPp)
and i am just so happy, i feel like i am bursting from it.. (maybe i alr bursted?)
so happy, the rain doesn't dampen me (yea it has been raining the whole day)
so happy, the fact dat the stupid bus wun stop for me doesn't make me go F*** (maybe the bus driver didn't see me?)
so happy, i dun feel hungry.. (uh.. onli sometimes)
so happy, i feel like the richest man in the world (if money can buy happiness)
so happy, i dun feel like studying (now we all know dat has to be an excuse)
so happy, i am just writing abt how happy i am.. (man, and i tot i wouldn't be able to put how happy i am into words.. haha)
just how happy i am?
i dunno man..
how do u measure happiness anyway?

for my darling (3 words): Truely, Madly, Deeply

孤枕难眠

2007-01-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

告诉我你等待的是我
告诉我你不要再错过
你闪烁的眼眸
仿佛有些话始终
无法说出口
你快对我说
别害怕没有把握

告诉我你曾失去太多
告诉我你也害怕寂寞
我知道你无法
去摆脱过去失败
挫折的伤痛
你快对我说
别总是不知所措

想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你一样不成眠
告诉我你也盼我出现
想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你想我千百遍
告诉我一切都会实现

孤枕难眠~周华健

Wad happens?

2007-01-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

Wad happens

-when u realise there is something around?
-when that funny feeling down ur throat doesn't know to go up or down?
-when u dunno if that funny feeling is bitter or sweet?
-when there is no longer a wrong or right answer to this question i seek?
-when the words i say aren't quite the key?
-when it makes it easy for u but hard for me?
-when it at the same time makes it hard for u in return?
-when the flames we are so familar with brightly burn?
-when there isn't a thing i can do to make it good?
-when i can't bring myself to do what i should?
-when i see u every nite and day?
-when my eyes are open and in bed i lay?
-when reality is like a dream in truth?
-when all i dream of at nite is of u?

back to sch

2007-01-03T21:18:00.000+08:00

alrite!
back to school..
i was so looking forward to this..
okay..
so met my first objective which was not to be late..
and den..
turns out the prof is late..
haha..
and he like nv plan for this lesson to do anything at all..
wad crap..
haha..
so..
he late 15 min,
break 25 min,
let us off early by 20 min..
cool funny soft guy..
i guess..
watched nite at the museum..
damn funny and good show..
ben stiller rocks..
and so does owen wilson..
funny guys great movie..
and kinda meaningful too..
'some men are born great, others have greatness thrust upon them'
so which kind of men are greater?
and.. how would u define 'great'?

1st 2007 post

2007-01-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

okay..
so..
been really doing alot of shopping i guess..
finished up my new year shopping alr..
sales everywhere.. so hard to resist temptation..
haha

didn't really go anywhere during new year eve to countdown or wad nots..
feel its really too squeezy outside and hot oso and wad if the sky decide to rain?
den spoil mood and everything..
might as well stay at home cosy bed huddle with my laptop and msn pple..
haha

watched confession of pain..
quite a cool show..
see the takashi kaneshiro so handsome and cute and wadever... tmd.. why i cant look more like him..
and see the tony leung act as bad guy..
woah.. he damn cool lar he..
cannot stand it.. he acting damn real can..
and he still looks very good oso..
haha
lucky got shu qi inside.. else i really no eye candy to see..
but i thnk shu qi oso getting older liao.. not as pretty as b4..

okay.. den yesterday nite go to kelvin's 21st bdae drinking party..
he held it in a wine room or smth..
of cos drink lar..
wahahah..
den he still wearing all the uniform themes..
wad a laugh..
see audrey wear my sis' mgs uniform.. wahhaha.. too big for her..
den see li feng wear the st nicks..
den everyone asking are u from st nicks..
zheng han wear rj uniform.. i almost forgot he from rj..
in the end eugene thiang, rafeal, jia yan, joseph, wanye and some more pple turned up.. quite a nice and fun time playing indian poker...
cos really got alot of stuffs to drink..
lol
okay.. got a noe a few more frens there.. nice guy rueben.. wonder i spell it correctly..
haha.. great to chat and sing song with..
hope i see him around in sch..
den noe this girl.. deborah.. i think.. stays quite near me.. but i wonder why i nv see her on the bus..
haha
alrite..
den kelvin cut his cake... make some speech..
den we sing songs with the uncle at the piano..
he said i shld come back and jam with him some day
haha.. see if i free anot lar.. lol.. and i wonder why.. haha
my voice got dat power meh.. =p=p
somemore kelvin's mom still say i shld go jue dui superstar..
yah rite..
i wish..
kelvin's dad oso nice fella.. but over concern i think.. keep telling us not to drink too much.. i think he nv see youngsters drink b4 lar.. haha
then his sisters dun look like his sisters..
haha.. both very pretty.. but i cant get their names rite.. lol
both oso like to sing songs..
so yah.. lol...
in the end.. got back home 1 plus.. from the original plan of i go back at 10pm.. lame lar..
lol..
proof that the party was fun.. haha..

The last full day b4 sch reopens.. (i think)

2006-12-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

so
this i think
is the last full day out b4 sch restarts my life..
chionged all the movies on my hit list..
eragon, curse of golden flower, and deathnote 2: the last name(yay this one watch free!)
so eragon quite exciting..
but there is no reason explaining why this and why that..
only noe dat its like this and like that becos it is so..
so in the end got dragon cfm win lar..
u noe like heroes of might and magic lydat..
the black dragon chiong some orcs or smth lydat..
wah.. cfm win one wad.. lol..
but like all trilogies..
end on smth like a cliffhanger..
the battles inside actually not very hiong..
just the dragon come down and just burn everyone..
like cheat code lydat..
but i see the bad guy the dragon at the ending come out and show off abit... wah looks very big and fierce.. i think the next episode of eragon shld be fun to watch oso.. =p=p

okay.. moving on after the movie..
walk around vivo..
ate lunch... had some chilli mee! wah lau.. really chilli.. i see the soup i oso wanna peng.. so red!!
hot hot hot..
den..
bought a new pair of shoes.. levis canvas stuff..
hopefullly it lasts as long as their jeans..
lol

walk somemore..
den lost track of time and in the end gotta navigate back to the GV there to watch curse of the golden flower..
wah kao..
i think they really spent alot on the costumes, sets, design, backdrop, etc.. stupid stuff
but jay chou come out everyone just start laughing..
he act serious..
pple laugh,
he wear armour, pple laugh,
he fight, pple laugh..
poor jay chou..
so anyway,
the story goes..
the king(chow yuan fat) is poisoning the queen(gong li)..
why?
cos the queen is sleeping with the crown prince
why?
cos the crown prince is not her true son, but the king's son from a previous marriage..
so?
cos of this the 2nd prince(jay chou) decide to follow his true mom (the queen) orders and rebel..
and den?
the queen oso plot to make jay chou the king instead of the crown prince..
how?
by destroying the crown prince and killing the king at the same time
in detail?
the crown prince is also sleeping with a palace maid (wad a horny bastard)
so so?
the palace maid is the daughter of the woman who bore the king his first son
huh?
so the crown prince is sleeping with his sister..
wah!
yah lar.. but he doesn't noe until the end..
then in the end?
in the end, the palace maid die.. the king's first wife die, along with her current husband..
etc etc..
oh oh..!
den after dat the third prince kills the crown prince in an attempt to get the throne for himself..
wah so fierce!
in his fit of anger.. the king whips the third prince to death..
wah kao!
then jay chou lead army to overthrow the king..
budden.. not successful..
in the end.. the king still win the battle..
wah.. then u see how they clear the battle field everything.. very hiong.. really cannot imagine how many extras they used to do it..
okay.. then in the end..
the king say he will let jay chou live.. if onli he ensure his mother take her 'medicine' which is the poison.. den jay chou not happy.. kills himself..
so like the ending.. i think onli left the king alive lar..
haha..
so lame but a beautiful sad tragic movie..
dun waste money on this movie..
haha

den after dat
simple dinner.. walk around somemore.. den go and collect tickets for DEATHNOTE 2: THE LAST NAME!!!
ok ok..
so go in and watch.. and..
oh no.. so dissapointed..
totally changed!
nv follow manga!
stupid movie adaptation..
lousy lor!
where got lydat..
wah lau..
i was hoping for more den just wad i saw..
so lousy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucky i didn't have to pay to watch it..
boo hoo
totally spoil my yagami light..
how could he have lost so easily to L
wah lau..
not fair not fair not fair..
but to give L credit..
L oso put his life on the line..
somehow even tho the ending nv change.. but.. still change lar.. wah lau.. buay song lah!!
words cannot express how lousy i felt the writers of the movie did their job..
i rather they make alot of movies abt deathnote den to have just 2 lousy ones..
boo hoo..
lousy lousy lousy!
fed up
inside got so many loopholes!
the whole concept not fully explored!

okay den after dat go with qhs go mos and chiong..
met up with yi jun and her lion dance friends..
den drank abit dance abit
took some photos..
had a pretty nice time before heading home quite late..
one of the more enjoyable mos visits dat didn't end up being totally drunk..
haha

yay... so gotta take tdy off to recover from yesterday..
=)

Boxing Day Special

2006-12-26T13:09:00.000+08:00

ok..
this is the boxing day special post..
yah.. special cos its not on xmas day.. not on xmas eve..
but on boxing day... so very special okay
even newspapers oso off tdy..
but here got post.. very good u noe..

so the headlines for tdy..
yah so okay.. very boring for the past few days..
keep serving the pple..
so nvm..
working..
nvm again
drinking some more..
damn xian..
bored with wadever liao..
nothing much with the presents..
guess everyone around me must be sick of xmas alr.. no have the xmas mood..
this has to be the dunno how manyth yr i dun remember celebrating xmas properly..
quite sad..

ok..
moving on to home affairs..
yah.. at home oso very boring.. just been sleeping most of the mornings aways..
den my prince of tennis oso haven d/l finish yet.. so still waiting patiently..
just waiting for episodes 137 to 150 to finish d/ling.. den can chiong all the way to 160 plus liao..
den..
okay..
finally got down to watching hana kimi..
the funny taiwan drama starring the ella and wu zhun..
quite funny lar..
ok ok.. rather funny..
some parts draggy.. i watch with the speed set to x2.. den all the voices like chipmunks lydat..
some parts crappy.. i watch liao wanna peng.. those parts oso set to speed x 2.. more chipmunks..
and.. onli gotta 6 episodes?
yuan lai still showing in taiwan..
my sister lagi best..
taiwan saturday or sunday air on tv.. by sunday nite have the torrent uploaded liao..
dunno how she finds all these sites..
power!

on to wad is going on in the world...
hmm hmm
actually i oso dunno..
cos tdy no newspaper..
maybe later go out and buy new paper.. when it stops raining..

ok..
den move on to entertainment news..
so gonna hatfa spend money to watch all the good looking movies screening now... eragon the dragon boy.. curse of the golden flower my favouritest gong li.. and deathnote my precious deathnote..
not forgetting confessions of pain when it opens properly...
uh..

move on to sports..
tonite got soccer matches..
so go and buy 2 goals for all the matches and see if will win anot
haha..

on to weather..
wah nahbei.. tdy whole day raining..
more showers and thunder expected...
i think..

next up we have the lifestyle section..
so here must say dat now shld be got post xmas sales going on everywhere...
so shld go shopping..
shop shop spend money..
yay yay happy happy..
must remember to buy enough for new yr..
yup yup..
eat more good food..
dunno why the recently cannot eat properly.. somehow the funny thingy is the apettite not as good as before dunno why why...

okay..
time to kill time playing some game..
kill some bad guys in max payne or smth..

titleless

2006-12-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

haa haa..
just back from watching soccer with uncle li..
drank some beer..
at this nice pub behind the main road opp the cc..
had a pretty nice time lar..

hip hop quitted tdy..
he bought roasted duck and chicken for us to eat..
i think he quite fed up with the way things are run there lar... so sad..
gonna miss his funny jokes..
and his 'jin wan you mei you kong?'
haha..
his drawing skill actually quite good lor..
he shld go and study the art i think.......
haha
lol..

think i need to work on xmas day lar..
abit xian...
cos if i am not wrong the past 3 xmases i've been working..
either in army or outside..
=(

hmm.. just realised the yr is ending..
like time really flies..
it was like yesterday when i just orded..
and now.. the 2nd sem of uni gonna start soon..

got a xmas card from candice tdy..
she actually signed off 'love,candice'
wahaha..
cant imagine if she is really in love with me
haha..
anyway sent her a postcard back..
hopes she gets it on time..

tonite man u won, liverpool won, arsenal won.. i think later chelsea oso gonna win..
looks like its all in a days work for the football clubs..

tdy work quite uneventful..
except for this group of old folks dat were particularly fussy abt their food..
and the cc had this hokkien wayang... so got quite abit of pple come in asking for kopi 'o'
haha

oh wells..
all in a day..
hope the weather tmr will be fine too!

Whats wrong with the sign?

2006-12-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

rite.. saw this sign in a toilet at the clementi partyworld... so pple.. pls keep cleaning the toilet ok?

Da Dao Li: 33

2006-12-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

I've concluded..
singaporean taxi drivers on the late nite shift.. cannot drive properly..
however they drive..
u will still puke..
i am pretty sure its not just me..
cos i can walk around for half an hour after drowning myself in beer,
key in my pin number at the atm properly..
successfully withdraw cash..
my feet still bring me where i wanna go..
but anyhows..
10 mins onto the journey in a cab and i always need to ask the uncle for a plastic bag..
haha
ok.. maybe i am lousy or wad..
=p=p

but wad happened?
hmm hmm
yest nite went to sing ktv at clementi with qhs and sye..
quite terrible at first..
cos was really pissed at qhs being late..
and somehow was a little unhappy abt the notion of 3 guys singing ktv..
abit weird weird one leh the feeling..
ok..
so throw abit of temper liao.. den ended up still singing..
actually i think i throw temper to let out some steam lar..
i think most people need to do smth lydat instead of keeping everything boiled up inside u..
hmm hmm
so.. go in.. start to sing song..
sing all the super shouting ones..
like the 信乐团 - 死了都要爱
abit crazy..
den go on to sing all the usual stuff..
all the jay chou's jie kou, tui hou, qing tian, fa ru xue, etc
den the jeff chang the guo huo
andy lau the bing yu la, gu xin lei, ben xiao hai, lai sheng yuan, blah blah..
den the 3 zhang yu power songs..
den somemore got the lin jun jie.. yuan lai! yi qian nian yi hou!
den one of the most memorable the 余天-榕树下!!!
wahaha.. cant believe we actually sang dat one..
somemore sing the you ya's wang shi zhi neng hui wei!!
somemore the wang li hong the power kiss goodbye and wei yi..
and alot of the the other usual..
zhou hua jian the dao jian ru meng, etc etc
wang jie!! ying xiong lei!!
tong lai tong wang the bie shou wo de yan lei ni wu suo wei
wan fang the xin bu liao qing
qiu hai zheng the ai wo de ren he wo ai de ren..
not forgetting my ai dao cai zhi tong!!
xie ting feng - xie xie ni de ai 1999!!
beyond! guang hui sui yue!
and we finished by doing all the jay chou rap songs!! cos sye left early.. left me and qhs.. den we all just finished up the beers and started to try to rap jay chou.. wahaha..
really cannot make it.. seriously the words appear on the screen and disappear faster den we can say them.. haha.. but at least still can do the ba, wo hui lai le.. haha
haha.. seriously sang continously for 4 hours... super shiok..
long time nv whack the ktv alr.. =D

den tdy..
gotta go do the smrt launch thingy for the some community awareness thingy.. dat i am supposed to go, cos i signed up for the cip.. to clear my cip hours..
hopefully can finish clearing.. just by doing this huge project alone.. haha..
waited super long for the guest of honour to arrive.. cos he was stuck in a jam... now why didn't he take the train instead.. oh yah.. btw the thing was at ang mo kio mrt dere..
met up with eugene lim earlier to eat lunch..
den we walked over to the station..
chatted up the girl sitting next to me..
yan ting ah her name..
looks like a rather sweet and nice girl.. pity i didn't manage to get her number or msn tho.. =(
she does so look like a rather nice girl to be frens with..
den after that they got mock exercise.. pretend pretend got bomb... wah so exciting..
lol
this kinda thing i see so often back in army..
super wayang show for the VIP to see onli lar..
heard got thunderflash den all of us chuat tio.. cos we wondering how they gonna try thunderflash in the train
haha..
the main exercise was actually done at the bishan depot.. so thats a bit of an eye opener.. cos.. i mean u cant just tap ur ez link card and go to bishan depot.. haha..
it looks like any train yard in pictures u see anyway..
tracks and rails running everywhere..
anyway we did the detrainment thingy which was to push open the door at the driver's cabin that side.. and exit from the train dat way..
quite lame lar..
like i think the instructions shld be idiot proof.. anyone who can read and understand it should be able to carry it out.. i think..
haha
oh well..
den there got the buffet.. (wah buffet!!)
quite shiok the food..
makan until quite full den wait for the train to bring us back to ang mo kio station where we were dismissed..
den rush go work..
den.. work was normal..
as usual no hot chicks to look at.. no hot guys either..
lucky no rain.. else really will have no business i think..
hmm hmm..
abit the tired lar..
must be the lack of sleep the previous nite..
alrite..
zzz time..

YAY!!

2006-12-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

ALRITE!!~~

lucky lucky..
free tickets to watch DEATHNOTE 2: THE LAST NAME on the 27th.. thats.. nxt wed!!
@ vivo GV!! WAH WAH WAH...
Haha..
shiok.. lagi best..
happy happy..

=)

hmm hmm

2006-12-21T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmm..
so lately been doing nothing..
watched another 25 episodes of prince of tennis..
waiting for the next 25 to finish d/ling..
watched Borat..
which is really good..
and fantabulously funny..
and super duper powdererful..
and absolutely unbelievable..
i dunnoe how they can actually film such a thing..
super duper ultra recommended..
seriously..
when it opens in theatres over here i dun mind watching it again with a bunch of frens..
haha..

been sleeping alot lately..
think i might need to adjust the sleeping habits soon.. else cant get suited to the new 3 morning class week nxt yr.. haiz..

packed my wardrobe today..
hmm hmm..
realised..
i really do have alot of stuff to wear..
i mean.. my wardrobe still looks full even tho i cleared like 8 bottoms and 15 tops out to sell to the gurang guni..
at the last count..
i now have..
10 jeans ( down from 15)
10 other bottoms ( berms, biz pants, cargoes.. etc) (down from 13)
and... really countless tops... i lost count at 60 plus...
i dun believe this..
no wonder my sis says i got more clothes den her.. =p=p
wad is kinda lacking in my wardrobe is really designer wear.. i think.. but dats like unffordable to me now.. haha.. guess i would prolly have to wait till i buy a bigger wardrobe den i can fit them in.. LOL
(yea.. unaffordable due to space constraint... haha no space for new clothes..)
oh my.. this is terrible..
how to do new yr shopping lydat?

haha
oh well.. buy lesser this yr den.. haha =p =p

hmm.. nxt up i shld really start on packing my desk.. there is just so many random stuff on it now.. haha.. oh yea... bought a nice feathered pen to go with my DEATHNOTE.. haha
think nxt yr can bring to sch and pretend pretend the cosplay thingy wuhahah..

wad am i thinking.. going nuts or smth..

oH yea.. bought a 'L' hp strap.. yah yah.. i noe i am DEATHNOTE crazy.. =p=p
actually.. i have.. a DEATHNOTE poster, a DEATHNOTE mouspad, the DEATHNOTE manga, downloading the DEATHNOTE anime, a DEATHNOTE desktop clock, watched the DEATHNOTE movie, going to watch the second DEATHNOTE movie later this month, the DEATHNOTE 'L' hp strap, the real life-sized DEATHNOTE, and an original DEATHNOTE feathered pen to go with the book.. ok.. i think i shld stop being so DEATHNOTE crazy.. hmm hmm.. yah yah.. better stop.. else i really might start going crazy.. haha =p=p

hmm hmm..
go eat lunch ba.. hungry.. =)

happy sad or sad happy?

2006-12-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday watched 2 movies..
dunno if they were happy sad or sad happy?
midnight sun and the holiday

talking about midnight sun,
the correct translation shld be song of the sun..
i believe..
its a jap show abt this girl with a heavenly voice..
and anime looks.. (super cutie)
but she is stuck with this strange illness dat does not allow her to go out in the day..
and it will slowly affect her nervous system or smth and will cause her to become paralysed and die from it..
yah
sad rite..
ironically, she lives by the beach..
every morning she sees this guy going to surf at daybreak..
and yada yada yada, she somehow falls in love with him w/o even knowing his name.. etc etc.. but the rest of the movie is the usual plot..
fall in love, gonna die, guy does amazing things for her in the name of love..
records a cd of her singing the songs she wrote herself.. and den after she dies, got radio station play her songs etc etc..
actually to me this looks like a commercial flick to promote the female lead in the first place.. she is an up and coming jap singer called YUI.. dunno if dats her real name or not.. but her voice really sounds good in the movie.. and she sings the opening and ending theme song for the current season of bleach.. for those who got watch bleach lar.. its like super promoting her singing ability, guitaring power, and her acting which is actually not quite bad.. heard this film went to some cannes filem festival or smth.. so dat proves dat its pretty good.. touching and everything.. bring tissue if u are the type to cry easily.. (i love the way she wears a guitar pick arnd her neck in the movie, damn cool)

and then the holiday was a rather simple movie.. but i felt that it was a pretty unfair movie..
cos somehow its obvious dat the cameron diaz and jude law couple got more screen time den the kate winslet jack black couple..
so yeah.. suppose the plot is simple enough, both girls wanna get away from their broken relationships, exchange houses halfway around the world.. and conviently fall in love again..
jude law still looks so good.. and the 2 girls cameron d and kate winslet look old.. seriously old..
not that their acting has gotten sucky or anything.. but they are growing older i think.. seriously quite.. obviously older.. esp kate winslet.. lol
simple plot.. pretty obvious ending.. good acting.. there are certain nice parts to the storyline..
yups dats about it for the movies..

yea.. maybe u are wondering why watch 2 movies in a day..
cos it was audrey's bdae.. den we decided to do smth more special den the usual 'watch a movie' outing.. so.. 'watch 2 movies!'
haha.. spent like half the day in cathay.. eating nachos and hotdogs..

bought myself a new chain..
nicely shaped in a teardrop shape i think.. or maybe waterdrop... like theres a diff.. haha..

den went to work.. analyse the middlesbrough and fulham match.. decided to buy zero goals, one goal and draw.. put 30 on it.. and... tdy.. check score.. tmd.. lost 30.. nv even claim back my money.. xian..

work, normal.. jwei going overseas for holiday again.. so lucky.. i noe her half a yr she go overseas for holiday 3 times alr.. envious.. well hopefully she buys me smth nice back from thailand.. haha.. =p=p

hmm den tdy whole day rain.. thinking about it.. it has been raining almost constantly for quite awhile now.. wonder why dat is the case.. oh well nvm.. anyway sing the rain rain go away oso no use.. it still rain.. wonder how so much water got into the air above our heads.. oh well such weather good for sleeping.. shioking bed damn coolingz.. haha..
yea yea so pple.. either go out shopping or curl up in bed and sleep yah!!
haha

watched 25 episodes of prince of tennis tdy.. shiok.. but now my eyes abit pain.. anyway realised dat the anime and the manga is slightly different.. somehow the manga draw until abit more... 'powdererful' and oso unrealistic.. some how the anime a little bit more realistic.. but still the special moves and everything still abit over exagarated one...

now waiting for the next 25 episodes to finish d/ling.. wish it will hurry up.. in the mean time tho.. i still got other things to watch.. haha.. =p=p

Rainy day tdy

2006-12-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

so tdy whole day rain..
sold a few fishes..
bought a new abercrombie and fitch shirt..
yups.. dats all..
i hate the rain..
hope tmr will be nice bright and sunny, but not too hot..
haha

uh.. more random stuffs?

2006-12-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

so carrying on the random stuff entries.. i think this hols all the entries are gonna be quite random..
hmm
the days pass quite quickly
so, i finished reading most of my comics..
Rose Hip Zero was about a girl with superhuman abilities, like she can jump higher and further den an ordinary human.. etc etc.. and she fights against a terrorist organisation who made her dat way... yada yada yada... not much flesh shown.. but kinda ok drawings onli..
then.. Rosario Vampire, kinda interesting to read about all the different supernatural beings in myths and such..
then.. the best!! Liang Feng is proving to be a much better read den expected... really quite realistic.. showing all the troubles and misunderstandings and hiccups dat may be possible during a relationship.. and it doesn't help that the male and the female leads find it hard to talk to each other properly.. forgotten birthdays, mistaken issues.. and such.. and the guy is called Qiu Yue (autumn moon) while the girl is called Liang Feng (light breeze)... kinda reminded me of the thingy bingz used to say.. from the kang xi series by the zhang wei jian one.. the 'liang feng you xin qiu yue wu bian kui wo ... etc etc ' i think the guys shld noe.. haha.. kinda cool reading it.. the art for this one is good.. a pity its not totally out yet... but it would be nice to start collecting this one.. =)
den wad else i did..
watch prince of tennis..
like i nv got around to watching it man..
so now i did.. finished up to episode 100..
waiting to complete the whole series.. haha
and then thurs went out to meet the old team 4 for dinner at suntec.. some pearl river resturant..
turns out.. ala carte buffet dinner!!!
wahhah..
the oringinal team, the 2nd and 3rd generations were all there! except poor xiao Ze.. he flew overseas for something.. damn power lar.. as usual.. we decided to eat everything on the menu..haha
like got 6 to 8 sea bass.. 2 other fishes.. dunno how many plates of prawns.. sea cucumber, pork ribs, scallops... not forgetting the buddha jump over wall and the bejing duck.. i really dunno how much we ate man... like the mango puddings and durian puddings and the herbal jelly and the almond lognan.. alamak.. really ate until i was so stuffed... and at the end of it all.. somehow.. the next morning.. the bloatedness reduced to normal size again.. haha thank god for my super metabolism.. haha =p=p

oh well.. glad to noe one of my fren is actually not that seriously down with a big time problem..
watched the de javu with him... and the movie is actually quite.. stupid.. really kinda gotta leave ur brain outside the cinema before watching it... qhs will cfm complain got alot of loopholes one..

oh well.. upcoming got some pretty nice movies to watch.. eragon for one.. looks like a must watch... the holiday.. nice comedy get some laughs.. and i really wanna watch this one.. called midnight sun.. but its in jap... wonder if it will be nice anot.. the girl looks pretty tho.. haha

seriously random stuffs

2006-12-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

ok, so carry on from the last time..
went jogging with jerry on sat morn..
jogged under cloudy skies..
ate kuay chap for breakfast haha, thinking of saw 3

went back home hang up the clothes to dry..
rush back out

den go work the whole day.. afternoon break read my liang feng..
its damn good.. will update again when i finish reading all my new comic additions..

nite was slow moving..
life's like getting real boring..
i still like what i saw that nite tho..

den went home

wait for father mother sisters to come back from airport..
come back liao den all tired go bathe sleep

so nxt morning,
they gave me,
4 shirts,
1 'stitch' hp accessory
and
1 mickey mouse keychain with a key and a lock, so u gotta unlock the lock with the key to put keys onto the keychain which is a lock in the shape of mickey mouse..

and i wore one of the striped shirts to work dat day.. and xiao mei say it looked very ugly..
so hurting..
afternoon went to drink kopi with uncle li
den we analyse the chelsea v arsenal match..
i predicted either a 1-1 draw or a 2-0 chelsea win..
so he say go and buy 1 goal and 2 goals..
haha..
in the end really kena 2 goals draw..

nite was slow moving again..
life was still boring..
but i still liked wad i saw tho..

i tried calling the guys out to watch soccer dat nite..
but there was something seriously wrong..

i finally realised what it feels like, when someone keeps something from u, for the benefit of another friend.. even tho both are mutual friends..
i dun really understand why i lost my temper..
but a matter of that seriousness..
i think it warrants our attention..
even tho i cant do anything at that point of time..
even tho i do not know wad exactly is wrong..
even tho i do not know if i can help..
i think..
knowing is better den being kept in the dark..
i finally understand..
and so i quarrelled abit
and i think about it now..
its not rite..
cos..
everyone is entitled to his or her way of thinking and doing..
i cant force it..

i was just looking at this photo.. taken at our last chalet together.. i think we chose to hold our favourite items in the chalet for that photo.. (thats the beer for me haha)
and it reminded me all everything we did together..
all the times we've spent..
all the times we've wasted..
i noe may not have been the best person to hang out with..
but i always try my best to be a fren
sometimes..
i just aint myself..
sometimes..
i try wrongly..
for those times..
i am truely sorry..

i do wish i can really do something..
i think i need to..

Some more random recent stuff

2006-12-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

ok.. so lets see..
wad significant stuff just happened over the past few days?

hmm wed my family flew to HK..
sent them off in the morning..
decided to cancel the ltb group gathering cos somehow like cannot make it..
slacked at home for the afternoon..
played warcraft with rafael (i got the spelling rite this time k!) for the better part of the evening..
den joel came over to pick me up in 'his' benz.. (his father's actually)
and we went to holland v to watch the man u v benfica match.. and joel was very happy at the end of it cos man u won.. i remembered leaving after they scored their 3rd goal.. like kinda weird all their goals all from headers..
ok den joel nice guy send me back home.. thanx bro..
then reach thursday liao
so morning wake up late..
sleep somemore and sleep somemore..
sweep floor abit.. slack, read manga, mess around with my comp, play this play that.. damn xian xian xian..practically just slacked the whole day away..
watched a movie on my comp : serendipity..
pretty nice feel good romantic comedy
its pretty sweet too..
makes me wanna believe in destiny once more..
den bu zhi bu jue nitetime liao..
went out with qhs for dinner at bukit timah market
den went to mambo billiards to play pool.. both of us long long time nv touch pool liaoz...
hands all very itchy..
den go and play play play..
looks like our skills are abit rusty..
haha

look at this placement of the cue ball!!
think qhs can hit his solid?
its his last remaining ball.. lol
and dun ask me how.. but i think i won dat rack..
so we left at about like.. 2 am? like man..
we played for almost 4 hours!!
we had to have played almost 20 over racks..
seriously damn straining on the eyes..
turns out qhs the lasik (did i get the spelling rite?) not very good completely.. he kept missing the long shots he used to be good at..
but oh well nvm..
den we headed over to al alzhar for some supper..
ran into kelvin and co. and when i say co. i mean co. they were really in a big group.. oso out eating supper..
think i scared them abit with my bengness haha
den eat abit den jogged home from there.. took abt 20 over mins.. so still alright i think.. hope i am getting back into shape!!
=)
(i think it was abt 4 to 5 km) so dats prolly an alrite timing..
hmm den fri.. wake up.. go work work..
work full day.. so met the newest addition to the staff.. this kinda old lady.. like in her mid-40s or smth.. and somehow.. i feel.. her attitude kinda sucks i think.. but its onli first impression.. maybe its an error in my sensor.. haha
den afternoon breaktime dat time go play snooker with 'hip-hop'.. lol
his skill cannot make it..
buay zhun one.. but i onli won him like 30 over points.. cos my skill oso buay zhun!!
haha
den nite work again..
pretty happy dat someone actually commented dat my hair looks nicer now..
i mean i noe it doesn't make me alot cuter or handsomer but well.. at least the hair looks nicer is an improvement i think.. haha =)
it was a pretty slow day lar.. guess pple prefer to cook and stay at home tdy..
den went home.. bathe and everything.. wash the clothes.. (2 days worth of my clothes) i can still hear the machine spinning now.. guess i will hang them up to dry tmr morning..
oh!
jerry just asked me to go jogging tmr morning.. guess i will do dat after i get back from jogging den..
better sleep now.. else later cant wake up at 8 to jog
=)

The first packed day of my hols!

2006-12-06T12:03:00.000+08:00

So yesterday packed packed day..
went to school for the smrt briefing..
super boring..
but need to attend to clear cip hours..
so boh pian..
ok..
from 8 plus till abt 12..
saw a couple of cctv footages of pple jumping onto the mrt tracks
both look quite lame.. and stupid.. like why would some idiot wake up just to jump onto the track?
which reminds me.. yesterday morning really got one clown wake up early just to jump onto the track at yishun there..
that should have been something gruesome to see early in the morning..

den after the smrt thingy, walked over to raffles hospital to do the pre-enrolment medical checkup.. quite funny uh.. i can enrol w/o doing the check up b4 enrolment..
that took quite long..

after dat took a train to queensway..
meet up with qhs..
den we go to the chuang yi manga bazaar!!
wow..
just go there and buy buy buy.. 20% discount!! where to find.. since when manga got discount one..
haha
in the end bought so many..

that put me back by a hundred bucks.. notice all the covers got girls on them except for naruto.. wuhaha!! but dun be mistaken.. not hentai k!!
all comics connection got sell one!! just dat here buy cheaper.. wanted to buy bleach.. budden.. no $$$

so nvm..
off to vivo city!!
i mean WOW!!
its huge..
huge doesn't even begin to describe it..
i think they should give out maps to the pple coming in.. map and compass..
den can navigate..
ok.. maybe onli the guys will need it.. the girls somehow can find their way around shopping centers w/o any difficulty.. must be got some inbuilt gps system in their head lar.. like they automatically will noe where the shops are.. haha
ok.. i was joking.. i didn't go there with a girl.. so i dunno how it is actually for girls.. but i guess they will go crazy in there..
i estimate the size of it to be like abt 4 or 5 normal sized shopping centres in orchard area built together?
there are so many shops.. my eyes really went blur for the first time..
and the design and layout of the place was so beautifully done..
wide walkways..
great outside view of the sea.. or rather sentosa and the waters..
dat would be a nice place to go and 'putt tall' u noe..
and the floor.. glitters.. i dunno if its just me or wad.. but the floor really sparkles or glitters or something..
and i saw this shop!

so all the audreys i noe.. which one of u opened this flower shop at vivo?? LOL
den got this resturant dat looks very.. 'hk mafia'ish called black society bosses(in chinese)
original idea.. but.. looks like there aren't any black society bosses in singapore now.. haha..
den i see the bao shop at food republic..
called 'bao today'..
u won't get the pun in english.. read it out in chinese for a laugh..
the marketing power dere i think is really quite powerful.. alot of original ideas can be seen there..
and the service provided inside any shops dere has to be all quite good i think.. at least for all the shops i've looked into..
and not to mention the staff of vivo itself..
walked past a 'guard' or smth.. and wondered why he was just standing in the middle of the walkway..
yuan lai..
got a split drink there!!
he warning pple not to step on it until the cleaning lady arrive..
thats quite uncommon in other shopping centres i think.. onli hotels will be dis power i feel..
(but den i think the cleaning lady lost her way or smth.. took quite awhile to come.. must be she lost her map.. hahaha)
den..
went to watch my first R21 movie!!
hahaha..
the ultra gruesome Saw 3!
marvellous movie..
but as qhs always say.. here got loophole, dere got loophole..
ok lar..
but its damn cool.. (spoiler alert!!)
chains hooked through ur flesh, escape in 1 min or die by a bomb.. there was one chain link hooked thru the lower jaw.. just imagine!
smash and break ur own ankle to escape (this is a variation of the original saw)
unlock a device dat will rip open ur rip cage in 1 min to escape.. the key is in a jar of acid in front of u.. and its slowly dissolving away...
freeze to death naked in a industrial freezer for frozen goods... but acelerated freezing.. by spraying water onto u..
drown in a tank of rotting pig inards.. (this somehow sounds normal compared to the rest) (oo.. who feels like eating kuay chap now??)
nailed thru ur hands and feet to clamps dat slowly twist in a direction until ur bones shatter and break.. and finally the clamp around ur head starts to turn and turn and twists ur head off..
oh man.. so cool.. wads oso quite gruesome was the open skull operation done on jigsaw.. drill into the skull and saw it open and.. expose.. the brain!! or was it the brain tumour.. haha i am not a doc.. but it looked like a brain.. =)
funky movie yeah..
totally rocks..
and yah.. definately not one for the weak stomach pple..
(damn.. i must be getting used to these violent tendencies)
haha

and finally.. the eagerly awaited..
DEATHNOTE!
The last name..
must watch.. 28th december.. i am just waiting.... =D

some stuff i've been looking at..

2006-12-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

This one is pretty lame.. watch it for a laugh..

This one is quite normal.. but still pretty cool.. a little blurry tho.. in jap!

And this one.. is outright freaky.. M18.. for mature audiences only.. Lol

Deathnote!!

2006-12-03T12:09:00.000+08:00

Tham Chee Ho
3/12/2006,
12:35 pm,
gives everyone in all his classes an A+ for the biz law paper,
enters the corresponding results into the system and confirms it,
dies of a heart attack 3 minutes later.

wuhaha... if onli dat will come true..

Exams over!

2006-12-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

alrite!!
so the exams are over!
the holidays are here!
time for an update

first, the biz law paper..
damn funny, the question was about suing an internet service provider,
which rafeal kelvin and me were talking about when rafeal complained his singnet connection always very cock up..
haha
nearly burst out in laughter after i read the question..

then after the paper,
went to cathay with raf, kel, stan, doro, li feng and jia yan to watch casino royale..
had ben and jerry's 20 scoopS!! thanx to kelvin for paying haha..
wow.. the cute girl at ben and jerry's still looks cute!!
haha..
casino royale is pretty nice..
learnt that last time james bond oso tio tok b4..
and his balls musta been made of steel or smth..
pretty cool movie..
tho raf complain the casino part too short..
well.. i mean u aren't watching shuang tian zhi zuan wad..
james bond dunno how to flick cards and dice like the yan fei lydat..
haha
den after dat doro went over to mandarin hotel to get some krispy kreme donuts from her fren..
so nice of her to offer me 4 to bring home..
thanx doro!!
after dat went to Hong Kong cafe for a really late dinner..
saw a few gays there.. or rather.. guys dat dun look like guys
haha.. ok.. dats abit bad..
tried to do the bu de bu ai backdorm boys thingy with stanley when the music came on..
if u dunno wad dat is, go youtube and search.. its quite funny.. haha
and..
bought a DEATHNOTE!! life sized with instructions and everything!! dats it liao.. nxt term bring to class to scare the prof into giving me good grades!! hahahaha..
(i'll post a pic tmr)

den fri went to sentosa with the almost the same few people!
stanley, rafeal, kelvin, li feng, jia yan, audrey, and.. li feng's fren bambi! or was it boon bi.. lol
did all the usual stuff..
beach
volleyball
frisbee
soccer
chilling out in the water..
play sand..
play water..
drink beer..
pretty nice day..
got burnt a little tho..
tried to use my CK speaker bag.. but the speakers suck..
think i wun use it again.. lol
den nite time go to the sakae to eat..
it was very hot, becos the air con spoiled..
so nvm..
den we decided to go and watch the musical fountain
but kena interrupted by arterillary fire!
vivo city grand opening!!
got super alot of fireworks..
the finale was very pretty..
like alot of stars falling lydat..
very cool..
wished we could have seen the whole thing tho..
should've been very very nice..
oh well..
too bad den..
aniwae watched the musical fountain..
dunno how long nv watch liao..
seems like some of the effects turned prettier..
and now still got fire..
(yah yah.. i noe i sua ku)
but the poor clown..
dancing around the whole show but i think not many pple look at him..
and he still need to camo and hide in the bushes somemore..
haiz..
poor him..
wonder how much he gets for doing all that tho..

hmm
den tdy woke up with NOTHING to do!!
suddenly my life seems so empty..
nuah on the bed for a very long time..
den wake up and play the mahjong game.. the ming xing 3 short of 1..
(yah yah.. my han yu pin ying sucks oso)
play play play..
den go work ..
like very long nv work liao..
lucky nv forget how to take orders
haha
haiz..
den... watched bleach 105 and deathnote 9..
deathnote deathnote!!
sooo cool..

kk.. tmr going jogging with jerry at 7:30.. better sleep.. =)

Images of

2006-11-29T00:52:00.000+08:00

Rafeal with a hand bag??

sure looks like it eh?
but its not him..
its another guy i saw at the bus stop before heading home from sch just now..
does he look gay?
i dunno..
he looked quite fierce from the front.. until it was revealed dat he was carrying a 'handbag'
the 2 girls next to me were going '' oh my! is that guy carrying a ... handbag??? ''
and looking at him with the eye gonna pop out look..

lol

raf.. pls consider NOT getting a handbag...

=))

Da Dao Li: 32

2006-11-28T07:05:00.000+08:00

Yay!!~

now dat one paper is over.. i can update on wads been going on in my life!~~ (not in any order)

Watched happy feet..
turned out NOT to be find your heart song via a different means,
but supposed to mean everyone has his or her own purpose in life, even though that person may seem totally weird and different..

some pple are happy in their own way,
if their 'happiness' is not bothering you,
why bother bothering about how they get their 'happiness'?

bought a new urban male shirt..
and rafeal said it looked like a 10 dollar pasar malam shirt..
rafeal just has no taste..

'threatened' the new urban male shopkeeper with 'i study biz law ok!' when he tried to say 'i think the shirt wouldn't shrink if u wash it..'
(i told him i wouldn't buy the shirt if it shrinks upon washing)

been 'living' in the library for the past few days..
turns out that the people in the library are consistently the same few people..
lol
always see a couple of familiar faces here and there..

managed to balance my balance sheet for the FA paper.. (though the figure was off by 30)
managed to get the income statement rite!!!~~ (wooohooo!!)
almost manage the cash flows, budden missed out on the bank overdraft..
i think quite an acheivement, considering i onli studied for a week plus plus for the exam..
before dat, nothing done on FA at all!!!!
rite now, i wanna thank the makers of the FA 'tys' which really helped my studying alot, and esp the 'after sales service support' and it was kinda fun mugging with them in the library oso.. sometimes good friends do make studying fun!! =D

hmm..
ate ben & jerry's at the Cathay!
wah lau! there got this really cute chick xia..
spontanous,
cute,
nice ass,
great figure,
looks pretty
young,
long hair ponytailed,
BUT
dunno if will look good with the cap off..
cos i think..
sometimes a headgear will change the look of a person significantly.. esp caps..
like myself..
i think i look weird in a cap..
as in a baseball cap..
dun go thinking way too far off about caps.. (of cos i would look weird wearing one of those 'caps')
if u noe wad i mean..
if u dunnoe, den nvm..

oh my, look at the time, supposed to meet the tys pple for a morning jog!

check out the pink xmas tree!

2006-11-24T11:47:00.000+08:00

no prizes for guessing where this tree is.. haha
=)
now i noe what they mean by pretty in pink..
lol

nice nite view from sch..

2006-11-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

the lights are kinda pretty aren't they? wish i had a better camera den my phone to capture the whole thing.. which was really quite nice..

Da Dao Li :31

2006-11-21T09:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes..
stuff that work everyday, like a car engine,
it just breaks down..
without any rhyme or reason..
like communication

you know?

there are 2 parts to effective communication:
1)effective message sending
2)effective message receiving

as u can see.. parts 1) and 2) are to be done by 2 people in a conversation as and when the roles are reversed.

under effective message sending, there are 5 parts:
i) Develop rapport:
-It is to put the receiver at ease. This step is usually showered with alot of small talk, as it helps to prepare the receiver to receive the message
ii) State communication objective:
-Begin on what you want to acheive at the end of the conversation.
iii) Transmit your message:
-State expressly what is to be done, instructions, deadlines, information, or requests.
iv) Check the receiver's understanding:
-get feedback from the receiver on whether your true intended information has been properly received.
v) Get a commitment and follow up:
- If the aim of communication is to inform or express feelings, a commitment is not needed. However, others will require some kind of feedback from the receiver if the task can be completed by a certain date or time.

Under the message receiving process, there are 3 parts:
i) Listening:
-pay attention to the speaker, be receptive to the speaker
-avoid distractions:
don't play around with other stuffs
-staying tuned in:
don't let your mind wander, do not tune out the speaker just becos he/she is talking about something u disagree on.
-not assuming and interrupting:
do not assume u know what the speaker is going to say and jump in and interrupt. also, do not jump to ur own conclusions without listening to the whole message.
-watching non-verbal clues:
try to read the body language of the speaker, sometimes the speaker may say something but he really doesn't mean it that way.
-ask questions:
whenever u feel confused, ask the speaker what he/she really means.
-take notes:
if u need to.
-conveying meaning:
let the speaker know u are listening attentively by using 'ic' 'i understand' 'uh huh' etc, or nodding of head, leaning slightly forward to show interest.

ii) Analyzing:
analyzing is the process of thinking about, decoding and evaluatingthe message. poor listening occurs because people speak at a rate of 120 words per minute, yet they can listen at a rate of over 500 words per minute.
-think: listen actively by thinking. organise, summarize, review, interpret positively
-wait to evaluate until after listening. listen to the whole message before evaluating, because if u listen and evaluate at the same time. base your evaluation on facts rather than on stereotypes and generalities.

iii)Checking understanding:
This is the part where the receiver gives feedback to the sender on his/her understanding.
Paraphrase the message to show the sender that u have received it entirely and correctly. this will also allow the sender to correct anything that u have misunderstood.

so after that long lesson on communication, wad am i trying to say?
1) i spent my first sem in uni learning about these monkey stuffs like 'effective communication'
2) therefore, i did not spend my first sem in uni learning:
i) cost mangerial accounting
ii) financial management
iii) any other stuff dat i prolly won't be taking till 2 sems later
3) its not my fault i can't help u with wad u don't know, because
4) i really do not know everything (and i wish u wouldn't complain about it)
5) i don't want to admit to being egoistic, but everyone likes to think they are right most of the time, right?
6) i am really really sorry i lost my temper last nite, i know i shouldn't have cos u were really joking.

Effective communication lesson taken from:
Leadership and teambuilding, chapter 18, Communication, Coaching and Conflict skills,
by MA | LUSSIER | aCHUA

Rainy rainy day

2006-11-20T19:47:00.000+08:00

for those who have never seen my house b4, this is the view from my living room..
see the nice misty mists floating along the bukit timah hill?
no wonder my address called Hillview... haha..

Saw this last nite.. damn funny lar..

2006-11-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

seriously.. can u figure out whats on the plate?

Step up!!

2006-11-17T09:04:00.000+08:00

wad a time it has been these past few days!
monday and tuesday was super busy finishing up the ltb final presentation.
so sad..
thats the last lesson of the term!
really had alot of fun doing the ltb projects and presentations for ltb..
kinda like a stressed fun-filled lesson u noe.. haha
hmm..
anyway wed watched a damn power movie..
Step up!!
no shit man.. its damn nice.. it tells a super feel good story.
and there are so many themes inside!
death, rebirth, dreams, hopes, love, everything!
its such a good movie about life..
i can tell you in words how fantabulous it is..
u really need to go and watch this movie..
the dance moves are really surperb..
especially the mixing and fusing of different dances and musics..
the soundtrack is so good..
u can actually imagine urself hip hopping to it as u listen to the tracks on the bus..
yeah..
hip hopping on the bus.. wuhaha
damn funny..
5/5 stars i tell u..
the newspaper reviews are crap..
den thurs met jerry on my way to sch.. and we alighted at ps and went to macs for breakfast..
and realised that there was not enough time..
so we da bao big breakfast into FA lesson and eat..
outrageous..
haha
and its damn stupid..
first thing i stepped into the room...
i was greeted by..
'eh eugene, wad u wearing??'
everyone trying to see my 'hole'y shirt under my jacket..
seems like my class participation for dat day is in making pple laugh..
lol
den after that eat lunch and went off to pia the FA term project..
do do do do do do do do do do and do somemore..
did some stupid stuff to destress...
and den!
knn 11 plus alr!! wah lau eh.. do so long den still left conclusion..
xian..
haiz..
comms lesson now.. watching some funny video..
the british accent so hard to understand.. why no subs!??

Da Dao Li: 30

2006-11-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

Love comprises everything.
Joy,
Grief,
Happy memories
and the sad stories

Love stems from everything.
Truth,
Lies,
'sms'es everyday,
and surprises on v-day

Love knows no limit.
it numbs joys and griefs
fuses truths and lies
it blurs the mind
it heals the heart

Love is everything,
everything can be loved
love comes from loving
everything you thought were
excuses before

~try loving more,
~but love with the heart and the brain..
~dun love blindly,
~cos love is a double edged blade..
~sometimes, it hurts u back so badly..
~u jus feel like sleeping the cut away..

Da Dao Li: 29

2006-11-12T14:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm

I met her on the bus yesterday,

sometimes,

she went for a movie,

things,

with her ex.

hafta be,

seems like she had,

read in between,

fun.

the lines.

been a long time,

seriously,

since i last saw her,

working on the stupid learning journal,

cant remember how long,

is a really,

but for quite some time now,

idiotic task,

i dunno wad,

its not really a piece of,

to say when i see her.

blogging experience of the,

is she still a fren?

whole course as said by the prof.

or is she turning into an aquaintance?

its,

there is no one,

showing how u did you work,

quite like her.

and writing what the prof,

i dunno if,

wants to see,

i am numb,

in order to give you,

from everything,

the A that you should be getting.

thats happening in my life.

my ltb group,

exams,

almost fell apart,

projects due,

i felt,

a failing grade,

all cos of someone.

a lack of concentration.

but nvm,

i had a happy bus ride tho,

the incident is over,

even tho she complained the bus moving too slow,

i hope,

she still looks,

we can all still be good friends,

so beautiful.

its tiring to work with someone,

so cute, but

whose working style differs,

trying to look tough,

so much.

i think.

not so good comms grade,

maybe,

busy schedule,

i should start saving abit,

no love,

and bring her,

haa,

to see s.h.e

wad a life..

in concert,

holidays,

but,

where have you been?

maybe she wun accept,

come to me soon,

such an offer anyway.

looking forward to HK,

i think i still,

that reminds me,

seriously,

maybe i should bring someone along,

like her alot..

but who?

lets see how many friends get what i wrote tdy jus tag that u've got it if you did

Welcome Back!

2006-11-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

Welcome back my sis from taiwan,
welcome back my bestest bud from china, hope u had a nice singaporean supper after missing all the good food here haha..
welcome back lousy FA quiz grades
welcome back to the sucky mugging life after ns..

pls listen to:
Welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance
quite nice rock song..

=)

Busy, busier, busierer, busiest, busiester, busiestest

2006-11-06T16:00:00.000+08:00

What a busy busy time it has been for the past few days..
spent the whole week trying to work on the comms presentation and study for FA..
worked out the scripts and slides for a ridiculous product to sell,
old newspapers..
wah kao..
super dumb idea.. thanks to stanley..
haha
the upside was that it really turned out funny.. haha..
had feedback saying that it was quite good.. wonder wad grade i am gonna get..
damn nervous when i was doing it man.. 25% of my grade hinges on it..
and den
FA..
the mother of all bombs and killers and terrorists and other weapons of mass desstruction..
actually,
FA is a mess for me..
crazy i noe more about biz law den FA..
FA sucks..
oh well.. guess the reading up didn't help much,
took joel's advice on that day itself to look thru some mcqs and figured out how to score some cheap points..
hopes the test can score betterer then the previous time..
shit.. forgot to pray to guan yin for help.. wuahhaha..
mus get down to practising more for FA!!!!! (but FA still sucks)
ltb the previous week was fun,
did some funny competition which tested our cohesiveness (we got) knowledge (we oso got) and some dunno wad other things prof MA wanted to test us on(but obviously we oso got haa)..
so nvm, got second place and some chocs to eat, so not complaining..
haha
and den on to the csp for LTB on sat,
soccer this week instead of frisbee..
higher turnout rate,
but..
somehow too high..
haha
oh well, more is always better den less in such a case i guess..
plenty of guys to kick the ball around with.. =)
sunday morning woke up and went to waterloo street with mom and dad..
ate breakfast, veg bee hoon..
den went back home..
didn't feel like doing any studying..
so packed my room..
moved bookshelfs around..
cleared up rubbish..
i really found alot of rubbish..
old jc class photos..
letter from a girl i lost touch with.. the letter was dated somewhere in 2000 like 6 yrs ago lar! so amazing..
7 decks of cards in my drawers..
my o level entry proof
pre-ns documents..
a pair of movie ticket stubs to my first one-on-one date.. couldn't even see the movie name, it was so faded..
but i remember the movie was the first ice age.. haha
the 2002 jay chou concert ticket stub! that was so memorable too.. that was his fantasy concert.. haha now his album come out 'still fantasy' liaoz.. lol
old passport photos.. which still look like me.. just less handsomer.. wuhaha
my old hairband! (yes i used to wear one when my hair was long)
old neoprints.. like super original neoprints.. i dun even remember who the other girls and guys were..
my pri sch telephone book.. (threw dat one away, all guys' numbers haha) anyway all lost touch liaoz
another letter from a korean colleauge from my previous workplace.. lol oso lost touch liaoz..
darn.. really kinda lost touched with lotsa peepz..
i mean, those were the times when handphones were still luxury items.. watcha expect anyway.. not like i deleted their numbers or smth from my phonebook or smth u noe..
oh well..
generated a big black trash bag of trash..
dumped it and went to ikea
shopped for a new study table..
shopped for a new study shelf to go with the table..
shopped for a nice new green chair to match my new adidas.. (haha wtf rite.. but they onli had white black pink and green.. table's white, black looks out, i alr got a pink phone, so.. yah haha)
happily carted everything home with the help of my dad and the car..
den off to work at nite..
met a super duper stupid lady who called to da bao..
but she said :' item 1, item 2, item 3, item 4, item 5....etc etc.. i will come at 6:30'
who the f noes u wanna da bao.. if u dun say..
tot she wanna reserve table.. and order in advance..
den very stupid.. rushed out the order liao..
send to her car..
she look at the food.. and say..
'u sure this is enough for 6 people?'
wah kao! she order the food enough to feed 10 of me liao lar.. wad 6 people.. unless her 6 people is super sumo wrestler appetitie lar..
after explaining to her it is enough, she didn't look happy.. i mean, if u say for 6 people, and u dun specify the serving size, who are u to complain about there being not enough in the end..
we do our best to adjust accordingly.. and to provide the best.. but if our best is not ur best, i think u should show us ur best and i make sure nxt time my best is bester den ur best..
oh well.. onli for certain things onli lar.. haha.. i sometimes oso double standards one.. haha..
oh well..
dumb customer of the year award goes to her.. (not just dumb, ridiculous, fat, ugly, etc)
went back at nite to start assembling the table..
amazing how they can print an instructional booklet w/o any words.. just pictures and numbers! haha
oh well..
like playing lego lor..
so exciting..
fixed up majority of the table less the keyboard drawer and storage drawer..
realised i needed to hammer some nails into the bottom legs..
and i look see the time.. 1 am!
better sleep and wait for some other day.. haha
now my room is still in a mess..
i need to readjust the poster arrangement on my wall, cos i feel my table shelf will prolly overlap onto jolin..
plus put up the jay chou one dat has been rolled up and waiting to be put up for dunno how long alr..
so many things to do.. haha
den tdy wakes up.. go to sch and meet up for FA presentation.. (FA again...)
haiz haiz..
mugging muggin away now.. doing the ltb stuffs to be handed up next week..
hmm..
could finish up the table tmr morning.. and start working on the posters before assembling the shelf and the chair..
RECONSTRUCTION OF ROOM IN PROGRESS!! (when will i get it done.. haha.. like another big project, cos all the stuff dat i sorted out, has to go into some container or storage area somewhere..)
when i am done, my sis sharing my room should get a nice bedside table for her own personal use.. =)

Da Dao Li: 28

2006-11-02T00:13:00.000+08:00

today
i visited
geylang..
a place in geylang,
called high point..
its a halfway house,
a place for ex-cons and ex-drug abusers..
they look like normal people
they are normal people
they just made mistakes before
they need another chance
they want to feel useful again
they repented
they work hard
they can still be a part of us, a part of society
talking to them made me feel
lucky
i have to work harder on my life
cos their lives are meaningful now

i think,
u need to have lost meaning,
before u can find it again..

they found it in religion
and they say it helped them find their way
such a strong thing isn't it, religion
can push pple to war,
or it can push pple to peace and hope
i guess its turned into another tool for us humans to manipulate other humans
how unsaintly

Still emo before i go to bed

2006-11-01T02:42:00.000+08:00

Another day, another movie, another lesson, another group meeting, another conversation, another sense of foolishness, another time, another guy, another tired, cold and lonely night

Another song:

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life feels so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

~All out of love - Air Supply

Woke up feeling emo today

2006-10-31T09:24:00.000+08:00

my sis just left for taiwan this morning..
gonna have the room to myself for 10 whole days..
wonder wad its like to come back home to an empty room..
no sis to talk to when i get home from school or work..
so feeling emo..
wonder why.. dun think its cos of my sis alone..
must be _ _ _ _ _ _
again..
feel emo must listen emo song..

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

~Chantal Kreviazuk - Leaving on a jet plane

i wonder i wonder i wonder...

Da Dao Li: 27

2006-10-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. tdy..
violence?
ever seen it?
i am sure u have..
but among girls?

seen anything like this before?
sucks, the way the pple around just stood and watch laughing..
wads up with pple nowadays..
even girls..
i can sorta understand it if guys beat each other up over a girl..
but girls beating each other up over a guy?
or any other stuff for dat matter?
can u even imagine seeing dat happening in front of some place like say.. takashimaya?
horrendous!!
and the people around, are just, laughing? filming? not helping!!!
thats gotta be the worst bit..
i mean.. at least call the cops or smth..
geezz..
wads up with the world nowadays..
like deres not enough shit going around like dat..

Da Dao Li 26

2006-10-29T22:53:00.001+08:00

been a long time since i last wrote anything..
feels like time is pretty filled up with alot of stuffs lately..
i feel..
when u are busy..
somehow, u just feel isolated..
esp when u are working on ur stuffs alone..
working on my comms script and trying to mug for FA..
everything else just feels like its floating by me now..
work, school, friends, travelling, mug, eating, life just seems to drone along..
dragging my tired 2 feet thru this tough time..
i really need a break of sorts now..
i think..
so looking forward to the free HK trip this hols..
yups
this hols..
seems like a long long way from now..
but it should be coming soon..
time is such a relative matter..
someone just told me recently, before the ltb quiz on friday, a minute and a half was very little time.. (cos we had 1 and a 1/2 hrs to do a 60 qn quiz)
and i told him back..
"u try holding ur breath for a minute and a half and tell me if its a long or a short time.."
and ended up making the whole group of us trying to study laugh..
man.. i dunno wad was so funny about dat comment..
haha..
did one half of the ltb csp on sat..
conducted the frisbee clinic for the kids at tanjong pagar family service center..
had the most fun ever since the deepa raya hols..
ran abit.. NO! ran quite alot.. haha
throw the frisbee around..
haha.. i am getting better at it too.. maybe i could join the sch frisbee team or smth..
haa.. wishful thinking.. where got time for their trainings.. and ultimate frisbee really need to run around alot.. my old aging legs have no strength in them left..

yah..
went buying the prizes for the kids before the event itself with the rest of the group at the nearby ntuc at tiong bahru shopping centre..
fooled around with a witch hat as shown below..

yups.. i look rather senile inside it eh? stupid smile and all..
looks like there is still a kid in all of us..
i realised dat it is extremely easy to envy someone w/o realising someone else can be envying u at the same time..
like the shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu u noe..
i must control myself more.. esp my emotions..
i cannot do this anymore..
not again..
else my life will really continue to suck further..
wads mine will be mine,
wads not mine, was nv mine to start with..
envy oso no point,
cos i will nv get wad i envy..
fun? good life? a group of bestest pals to hang out with? so wad?
i can have it all, just dat 24 hours in a day will not be enough only..
dere's still somethings i have dat other pple dun haf wad.. like....
textbooks, laptop, microsoft word and powerpoint!! be my buddies till 30th november k?
transfer ur words into my brain,
make my power and understanding level ups..
haha
hard times are coming,
its time to make a choice between wad is easy, and wad is right..
its always time to make such a choice anyway..

The deepa raya holidays

2006-10-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

haha
this is the holiday weekend dat didn't feel like a holiday weekend at all!
ok..
so thurs went to watch departed, the hollywood version of wu jian dao..
sucked terribly..
wu jian dao was way way better in terms of plot, storyline and everything.. more exciting oso.. and more saddening..
den at nite work work..
fri woke up late skipped class went to sch to run the amazing race..
won HK tickets..
ate the buffet dinner provided.. drank some free beer..
den went home, bathe change, headed out to jurong point to meet old jc pals to watch DEATHNOTE!!
oh so dissapointing..
not as nice as i thought it would be..
the actor playing light yagami sucked!
my favourite character.. and he acted so un-like him.. missed out on alot of key elements.. wtf..
instead.. L, was the most accurate portrayal of the comic.. right down to every action... but the sweet eating was abit too much.. he really ate alot of sweet stuff.. and mix sugar into tea with lollipop.. i tell u he dun die cos light yagami kill him uh.. oso die of the dibetetes ah..
but overall still a damn power movie.. cant wait for the sequel to come out.. think in november or smth..
den go bukit panjang eat bak kut teh..
got home at 4 am.. sleep till lunch.. wake up eat lunch sleep till work.. wake up go work, come back watch soccer and sleep again..
sun wake up do some studying.. ltb ltb.. got stupid quiz.. den father mother come back from kunming.. den hi hi to them tell them abt the amazing race and HK den go work.. work come back watch soccer again.. den sleep..
monday more fun..
wake up..
watched the bestest movie out of the few i watched over the weekends..
THE PRESTIGE
wah!
damn power..
2 hot guys.. hugh jackman and christen bale..
the wolverine and the batman..
haha
fighting it out as magicians..
damn power..

Every great magic trick consists of three acts. The first act is called "The Pledge"; The magician shows you something ordinary, but of course... it probably isn't. The second act is called "The Turn"; The magician makes his ordinary some thing do something extraordinary. Now if you're looking for the secret... you won't find it, that's why there's a third act called, "The Prestige"; this is the part with the twists and turns, where lives hang in the balance, and you see something shocking you've never seen before.

so the movie is super twisting and turning all the way.. and it shows u how an obession can drive u to a bad end.. get ur hands dirty and stuff like dat..
super nice movie that one..
nice plot and everything..

den went to nestle to collect strawberry milk.. at boon lay lar.. tmd go all the way dere to collect 40 packets of 125 ml strawberry milk.. for the ltb csp.. haiz..
den drag it home.. and den change change den go ASOC day! back to sch in retro gear..
heres some pics with my Asoc camp groupmates! haha

and so.. had abit to drink.. talked rubbish with some seniors.. came back home at 12.. talked more rubbish with some frens on msn.. i think more of gibberish den rubbish.. all the 'ish' stuffs come out when u are high.. haha..

den tues overslept..
knn..
late for ltb dry run execution..
went to yong min's place to throw frisbee and kick ball.. to prac prac abit.. had fun.. had 100plus to drink.. damn hot day.. perspired.. wanted to jump into the pool... but no change of clothes..
nvm.. den spoiled my slippers running down the slope to retrieve frisbee.. like fuck lar.. the frisbee i throw liaoz den can just fly all over the place.. wtf..
borrow yong min's bro's slippers.. wah... like walking in giant foot print sia.. his feet size damn big lars.. diaoed..
den went to clementi with clamen and swyn for lunch..
ate at this jap resturant located inside a shop and save or smth.. some departmental store lar haha.. ate quite abit and talked abt almost everything under the sun lar.. wad a fun lunch.. haha..
yup..
den came back home.. 'k'o'ed on the bed.. woke up knn, gonna be late for work..
so rush
but bus nv cooperate.. come late oso.. den died.. reach late.. no dinner.. sigh.. so hungry..
den nvm.. busy busy busy..
den after big boss, big boss man, small boss, and smaller girl boss leave den hear some cantonese rubbish around.. den haiz haiz abit.. wait for the fried rice and hokkien mee to come out.. den gobble gobble.. super hungry.. now still hungry... =(
haiz...
wad a weekend.. nv study much.. haha... but still felt so bogged down by sch.. sucks...

The Amazing Race!!

2006-10-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

yups

me and my team, eugene lim, joel and stanley, we just won 4 return tickets to HK!
the feeling is just so surreal..

ok.. lets recap the race..

starting location: smu sch of information systems basement
flagged off at 4 pm
received first clue: a pic of an 'information' sign plus the letters 's' 'v' 'c'
ran to the Singapore Visitors Center, near the hereen dere.. jay walked when we realised the traffic lights didn't like us.. and to get away from the other teams...
reached there first..
task was to get a map of singpore from inside,
received nxt clue, a picture of the cathay, but mus detour, to kileney road the post office and take photo. jay walk somemore.. it was super flagrant jay walking.. got traffic police confirm die one times jialat jialat..
reached cathay, dunno why we dropped 2nd place.. but nvm, got the next clue, its a picture of a shop with a laughing buddha..
so we ran to waterloo street,
only to find dat it was the wrong place.. looking closely at the clue.. 'ew7' on the mrt line, that's little india..
so run to little india to find that shop.. find find find, ask pple, ask 7-11, all dunnoe the place, like wtf man... finally asked this bengish looking indian guy and he pointed us to the right direction..
reached the shop 2nd place again.. nvm..
do this paper jigsaw puzzle of a picture of an indian man.. (quite budget uh they use paper to cut out the puzzle)
den recieved nxt clue: sim lim tower
so run run run.. reached dere first.. took shortcut, this back alley.. haha.. den received next clue: picture of guan ying temple! so run back to waterloo street!
den realised we lost our race card..
yah.. thats the very important thing that every checkpoint the stationmaster chops a chops on it to show dat u have been to the checkpoint..
and we lost it..
wah.. jialat man!!
we were in first place somemore..
so stanley ran back to sim lim towers to find,
came back with a negative answer.. cannot find..
den the stationmaster say.. penalty of 15 mins..
so we waited..
and saw team after team arrive and started working on the puzzle.. which we were supposed to have but didn't have cos of the time penalty..
damn gan chiong lah!
so we walk around and found julianna from our biz law group!! so we 'kindly' offered to help her with her puzzle.
it was a cipher type of puzzle which resulted in an acronym for a place.. NSSH.. which on the map of singapore obtained earlier.. equals to new 7 story hotel..
we still had to wait out 15 mins tho..
when times up! we chiong ah!
at that time alr a group of girls left the place liao,
and another grp jus b4 us.. so we dropped to third place..
so we ran to new 7 story hotel..
for those who dunno, thats near the big field on the opp side of bugis junction from waterloo street..
and guess wad..
i dunno if the team in second place were dumb or wad.. to get to bugis junction from waterloo street.. they decided to run into bugis street.. or bugis village.. or whereever that super crowded place with youngsters shopping and everything is, at 4 plus to 5 pm on a fri evening where the crowds are there.. well.. i think its usually crowded anyway.. haha.. so fantastic luck on our side.. thanks to all the shoppers.. we took the slightly longer but less crowded way and ended up overtaking them..
reached new 7 story hotel checkpoint in 2nd place.. jus behind a team of touch rug girls..
task was to say 3 positive descriptive words each starting with 's' 't' 'a' (i think thats the sponsor of the tickets) in 10 secs
so stamina, time management and attitude and we had the nxt clue..
national library..
so ran and caught up with the touch rug girls at the traffic lights.. decided to jay walk got to the library.. actually both our teams reached there abt the same time.. got the nxt clue and nearly died!
cos it was the fire station at funan mall dere.. damn far away lah!!
ok.. so run run run..
overtook the touch rug girls by pure running power alone..
ran from the library back to sch admin block...
waited for traffic light.. took the time to puke out my hor fun.. which was causing me to stitch all the way thru out the race.. puked, drink water to clear the taste and the green man came on!!
so go go go!!
ran passed biz block.. ran somemore.. run and run.. and reached fire station in first place..
got the nxt clue 'tomb on a hill'
wah kao! fort canning!!
so we climb the hill.. go one big round looking for the tomb..
run walk climb cramp and finally found the tomb thanks to this nice man sitting on a bench who pointed us the right way..
got a qn paper with qns on it(duh!) and went to find the answers..
it was like triva qns where the answers can all be found on those 'information for tourists' kinda boards all around the area.. so stanley went to look around for the answers and we gave the qn paper with the answers back to the stationmaster jus when the team just behind us arrived at the place..
wah.. damn gan chiong! so close onli the distance..
den we realised.. the clue the stationmaster give back to us 'home sweet home'
wahahahahaha
chiong down the hill.. jay walk across the street behind the accountancy block..
run thru the tulips or wadever those flowers are and arrived totally shagged out at the finish line(which was the same as the start line) at 5:25pm.. in first place!!

and dats how we won the amazing racE!! and get free tickets to HK!! haha.. shiok!!! but leg damn pain lar.. nv stretch enough.. =)

2006-10-20T00:07:00.000+08:00

ok ok..
good luck to me for amazing race tmr..
win liao den will win 4 ticks for me and my pals to go HK!
go go go
then tmr nite meeting up with my old jc pals watch deathnote together! yay yay! go drinks after dat hopefully..
so looking forward to dat..
actually hope i can mend any broken roads or bridges dat i've burned and destroyed recently..
anyone i've quarrelled or pissed off..
wore my holey shirt to sch tdy.. kena shoot by all those who saw me haha..
teased a pretty girl asking me to help her do survey
watched departed with audrey
the movie too long lar.. and the chinese ver better to watch..
audrey nice girl, first girl to say i cute haha
headache after movie all the way till now..
think ate smth wrong..
must be the chicken..
din eat dinner..
downed a litre of HL
puked at 9 plus
puked badly..
now feel empty..
but no mood to eat..
onli eat panadol..
think fever..
not sure..
tmr dun go sch for lesson liaoz..
jus piah the amazing race..
haha
burning burning liaoz.. hot hot!

2006-10-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

ok.. biz law mid term is over!!!!!
dats it..
bloody ah-tham..
u will go blind marking my script.. lucky i got double spacing.. else ur eyes will pop out! balls to u prof tham! for being such a lousy and cheapskate prof..
wuahaha... with my doctor-like scribbling.. i think he need to make up my answers for me..
haha..
maybe lydat will get better marks..
lol..
ok!
movie times..
one day one movie until i run out of movies! or money! or whichever comes first..
hahaha..

2006-10-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

Alrite.. me and my DEATHNOTE poster.. i need to watch that movie soon.. right after i am done with my biz law mid term..

mug mug..

Da Dao Li: 25

2006-10-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

throw a stone into water and it will sink
throw a duck feather into water and it will nv get wet
throw a butterfly into water and it wun drown
throw a note in a bottle into water and it floats
throw a fish back into the water after catching it and watch it live
throw a seed into water and watch it grow
throw a piece of potassium into water and watch it sizzle

throw me into water and i swim..

but i cant swim forever

lost and unfound i was..
in the sea of love
no direction
no lighthouse in my life

and once again i think of a song,
changed some words
and sing softly to myself
this tune i barely remember

theres a light in ur eyes,
that i used to see,
deres a place in ur heart,
where i wanna be,
was i wrong to assume,
that u felt the same for me?
theres a light in ur eyes,
did u leave that light burning for me?

theres a light in ur eyes,
that i used to see,
and a song in the words dat u spoke to me,
was i wrong to believe in ur melody
theres a light in ur eyes,
did u leave dat light burning for me?

~should i keep on waiting(?)~
~or does love keep on fading~
~away?~

theres a light in my eyes,
its too bright to see,
theres a pain in my heart,
where u used to be,
guess i was wrong to assume u felt the same way for me
theres a light in ur eyes,
did u leave that light burning for me?

adapted from 'light in your eyes - blessid union of souls'
(anyone with this mp3 kindly send it to me pls, thanks)

Da Dao Li: 24

2006-10-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

sometimes things dun turn out the way u plan them to

murphy's law:
anything that can go wrong, will go wrong

so things din go according to ur plan..
so u think u lost to a 'drama' (u didn't, i remembered u more den her)
so i was mistaken about ur intentions dat nite
so i sing u song, abt a bad day

Where is the moment when you need it most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Tell me your blue skies faded to grey
Tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

Your standing in line just to hit a new low
Your faking a smile with the coffee to go
Tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day... you had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin'

Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day... you had a bad day

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well all that
Strong
And I'm not wrong (Yeahh!!)

Where is the passion when you need it most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day,
You see what you like, and how does it feels
One more time, you had a bad day
You had a bad day....
(Yeahh!!)
You had a bad day x 3

yup..
i had a bad day..
i prolly made it a bad day for u too..
so everyones been having bad days
where did the good ones go to?

~daniel powter - bad day

Da Dao Li: 23

2006-10-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

i've been beng,
i've been drunk,
i've been happy,
i've been fun,
i've been bill clinton,
i've been made fun off,
i've been sad,
i've been lonely,
i've been disrespected,
i've been praised,
i've been scolded,
i've been a jerk,
i've been a bastard,
i've been a joke,
i've been amused,
i've been rebellious,
i've been obedient,
i've been talkative,
i've been shy,
i've been loved,
i've been a pain,
i've been a joy,
i've been poor,
i've been down,
i've been a loser,
i've been abused,
i've been nearly everything i think,

except a fool..

but now i am,
a fool for u..

and u fool me completely..
w/o any regard of how i feel..
saying i am a petty guy..
and perhaps thats true..
tho everyone else around me dun think so..
maybe i am unreasonable to expect thanks..
cos..
a sincere person wouldn't be expecting thanks..
so maybe i contradict myself..
but its not the first time i contradict myself..
i am kinda pissed too..
cos u dun seem sincere..
tho i've said it to u b4, and i'll say it again,
a srry is meant to be said in person,
a thank you is meant to said in person,
the tone mus be sincere
the body lanuage mus be sincere
i can talk my mouth dry,
but if u still dun care..
theres nothing i can do..

~ i am really saddened by oct 2006 fri the 13th and tho i will remember it.. it wun be a good memory..

Da Dao Li: 22

2006-10-12T11:22:00.000+08:00

Not been writing for awhile.. i think i need to write to set me in the correct mood to study once again.

studying is a hard thing.
esp biz law.

i hate to say this but i noe i am not a perfect guy
but then again, who is?

so the rich, handsome, cute, well mannered, good grades, sporty guy is the perfect guy?
well, i dont make the cut in any one of those above.. too bad for me

maybe its just me,
but are girls now all obsessed with guys from a TV drama? or TV dramas for that matter?

i dun watch any of those dramas so i cant tell if the guys in them can be even possible to meet in real life, but my thoughts are that these 'tv drama' guys are gonna be the catch of every girl, if they do exist in real life.

well.. lets move slightly away from perfect, lets talk about the ideal guy..
but somehow i have this feeling that the ideal guy for most girls are still gonna turn out like some 'tv drama' guy..

how about a nice guy instead..
yeah.. but he has gotta be rich, handsome, cute, well mannered and sporty with good grades at the same time...

ok... how about a nice guy who isn't that rich, not handsome, not cute, slightly well mannered, slightly sporty but kinda outta shape due to little working out, and well.. not-so-fantastic grades?
eewww... who wants that kinda guy...

alrite..
maybe i've been prejudiced or smth..
but..
'tv drama' guys..
stop ruining the lives of the poor, innocent, not so rich, not so handsome, not so popular, not so sporty, not so hardworking, not so good in studies, and all-the-imperfect-stuff-u-can-think-of guys around here..

stop putting the girls into drama-la-la land where a kiss from the prince of their life might not even wake them up.
stop deluding them.
stop decieving them.
stop distorting the truth about guys.

for guys: its all about the trying to be the right guy for the girl he thinks is the right girl for him.
for girls: its all about meeting THE GUY..

dunno how true that is tho.. bound to be some people who dun fall into the majority..
*shrugs
oh well..

falling is just so hard and painful
picking urself up is just so difficult to do
walking again is another mountain to climb
moving on, i think it just takes time

hope that will come true..
so funny, hoping for something that has might have no chance of happening, is similar to a daydream
but hoping for something against all hope is called faith by some..

wad is hope?

someone tell me..

please..
cos i dun see it anywhere in my life now..

Thanks!

2006-10-07T11:05:00.000+08:00

to all who wished me happy birthday,
to all who in one way or another made Oct the 6th a memorable one for me,
to all who gave me presents,
to all who made time for me,
to all who gave me a smile,
to all who shook my hands,
to all who are my friends,
to all who treat me as friends,
to all who loved me,
to all who i love,
Thanks for everything..

2006-10-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

ok, i am super drunk now..

first bdae msg was frm jin wei.. love her always forever and ever..

and i would like to thank mishelle for spending 30 cents to dedicate a song to me on 933 early in the day.. i will always rem dat..

following, pig, wywy all sent me happy birthday sms.. all my jc buddies

loong bird who is jus 2 hrs y0unger den me oso exchanged well wishes..

julianna frm m biz law grp wished me happy birthday over msn

my da jie, li zhen oso did the same.. love u all the way da jie..

following was diana.. another good buddy of mine from asoc.. thanx to u too!

after dat was my godmom, who told me she bought me a shirt and wanted to meet up for lunch one day..

actually audrey, one of my bestest fren in smu wished me happie bdae at directly 12 midnite

yups
at 6 am, binghao frm UK wished me happie bdae..

in sch, the rest of my comms grp oso wished my happy bddae.. (mathilda and ling zhi and stanley and bernard.

during planning..
and she alone...
so joel took her out izzit?
of is my mine overdrunk..
hahahaha
ok..
i go zzz
cya when sch remembe-(
=)
cya
'

Da Dao Li: 21

2006-10-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st birthday to me!

Dao li for tdy:
Treasure those who treasure you.

~by my good fren 君 (thanx for everything)

Da Dao Li: 20

2006-10-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

长痛不如短痛

短痛不如不痛

Da Dao Li: 19

2006-10-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

AlritE!!!!!!!!!!

RETAIL THERAPY WORKS BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and guess wad?

which university in singapore allows u to meet at far east plaza for an authentic korean lunch with a hot babe at 12 noon, walk and shop around and buy stuffs, eat new zealand all natural ice cream, and be a whole 40 mins early for lessons at 3:30pm??

ONLY SMU!!!!!
hahahahahaha

OK!
bought this polo tee from ______ (cant remember how to spell the shop name).. haha
the auntie was damn nice.. very polite and all
can tell she from china.. den she gave me this bracelet that she selling for 6 bucks for free lor!
so nice of her.. =)
maybe i will buy another shirt from her dat kinda caught my eye jus now another day.. hee.. =p

den went shopping for a new pair of shoes.. (buy my own bdae present!!~ hee ~)
initially went to this shop, den saw this nice pair of addidas, ask that guy for a size 10, den he went off to dunno where to find the size.. den he come back, and i try, den too big.. haha..
den i tried a size 9, den i stand up and found the sole arch too high for my comfort.. den gotta tell him i changed my mind cos the arch to high for my foot.. feel damn paiseh lar..
den went off to Leftfoot (i wonder if they have a Rightfoot branch somewhere) and saw another nice pair of addidas.. yay! got size! and quite comfy, but the sole feels slippery.. hope i dun slip and falls when i wear it! haha.. now i need to get myself some matching laces!

hmm, heard dat u can tie 2 different colour shoelaces onto a single shoe.. wonder how to do dat?
anyone noe? teach me?

so tdy really had a fun day.. even ltb lesson was fun.. tdy is jus fun fun fun!! =)
dunno if its the retail therapy or the company of a hot babe(haha) i hope its both!
made me super destressed tdy.. thanx audrey for the company! big hug! haha! =)

Da Dao Li 18

2006-10-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

ok.. so thats me, stanley in the middle and eugene on the rite..

trying our best not to look frustrated after a frustrating time trying not to be frustrated by trying to understand the frustrating frustrated contracts act..

after a long a trying afternoon and morning and i dunno how much more they spent.. i left for work at abt 5..
i hope we are done with this grp assignment for biz law..

biz law.. sucks totally..
kills ur brain..
drains ur life..
loses ur sleep..
wadever the shit with it mans..

i feel kinda bad.. left them in sch to tackle alot of the assigment..

i'll try to do a good job of editing the outcome.. and see wad value added stuffs i can put in.. haha =)

here's some vids of wad made us laugh when we were super stuck.. the first is torn by natalie somebody(old sch song) and the other is bu de bu ai(pan wei bo) by the backdorm boys! live it up guys! haha

Da Dao Li: 17

2006-10-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

alright..

this sucks..

i dun think i am living the so-called 'university' life..
dunno why.. but pple around me seem to be having fun, keeping up with their studies, like.. having a life u noe?

i am like..
pretty happy if i get to lessons on time..
trying hard to study..
tho i feel the hours spent on books dun get me anywhere..
having a lack of funds once again..
dunno why i keep overspending and how it always seem to happen unseemingly..

i think tdy became low mood..
cos i couldn't achieve me objectives of catching up on my FA..
but..
there's always tmr..
oh well..
shit..
tmr is biz law grp assignment time..
yawns..
boring biz law..

sucks..

jus let me hurry up and get out of schooling..
i am kinda hating this shit life of mine now..
nothing dun seem to be moving in the right direction..

oh wells..
still need to put some kinda thing here to make it some dao li..

uh..
sleep is important for health yah? so sleep more everybody!
=)

Da Dao Li:16

2006-09-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

1)study and practise b4 a test.

dats the one and onli rule i think..
died lar..
now can onli go waterloo street and pray to guanyin liaoz..
den can at the same time pray at the indian temple nxt to it..
we singaporeans shld be multiracial..
haha

yups..
saw the girl of my dreams tdy for like the first time in wad seems to be ages..
cant tell if she was glad to see me or not..
i wonder when i would ever see her again?
miss her starting from the moment i say bye to her..
sigh..

每一次和你分开
深深得被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次Kiss you Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

~王力宏 - kiss goodbye

Da Dao Li:15

2006-09-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm..

i am beginning to treat this as a daily 'say wad i wan to say but cant find anyone to say it to place'

i tio complain tdy..
someone complained i too unserious..
someone complained i use phone too much..
someone complained i talk too loudly/too much or both..
someone...

ok ok..
i dunnoe who dat someone is.. but there are onli so many pple who can be that someone..

oh well..
try to change lor..
life is lydat one wad.. =/

boring day.. gotta mug for FA test tmr! budden heard its mcq.. so maybe can pray to all the gods for lucks..
haha

reminds me of the fort minor song..

its just
10% luck,
20% skill,
15% concentrated power and will,
5% pleasure,
50% pain,
and a 100% reason to remember the name

alrite..
wad a formula.. can use almost anywhere.. haha

hmm..
why do i have to cram so many things into this puny brain of mine.. argh.. life sucks..
but time goes on..
it does not stop to wait for u to wallow in ur sorrows..
quarrels..
arguements..
pissed off moods..

to all those experiencing such lousy moods now..
get up..
move on..
fix stuff urself..
dun wait for it to get fixed by someone else.. cos it wun be fixed the way u like it..

yups..
=)

Da Dao Li: 14

2006-09-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

alrite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

completed the horrendous biz law presentation.. i dun believe it.. spent 2 hours in class on our presentation.. how can? we rehearse all less den 30 mins lor! haha

crazy crazy crazy

ok nvm, its over..

da dao li time..

1) u can still feel like falling asleep in class even tho u are the one presenting
2) the prof sounds as boring in front of the class speaking as he is sitting down looking at u present ur stuff and commenting on it.
3)when u are presenting and the prof asks u a qn, it is possible to blank out.
4)at such an instance, act like u noe the answer, but make known to the whole world dat u are suffering from a mental block and ur brain cant proccess information at dat point of time.
5)cue cards work.. only when u have written legibly on it..
6)u will get sweaty palms when the prof asks u smth u do not noe
7)u will get sweaty palms when the prof talks for too long and u are waiting for ur turn to present
8)its hard to make eye contact with the prof when he is wearing a pair of funny looking specs
9)if u feel weird talking abt a point during rehearsal, there is smth wrong with the point u are raising
10)eat lunch and sleep well b4 a presentation so u won't have bloodshot eyes and a growling sound adding to the sound effects

Da Dao Li: 13

2006-09-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

i think tdy i will talk abt a very common topic.. called love..

love is a complicated matter..
there are simply too many forms of it..
family love
friends love
romance love
yet when people talk abt love..
it is the romance dat they refer to..

so on to the romance love den..

can it be depicted?
can it be seen?
can it even be described by words?
or should it be shown thru actions?

the last romantic movie i watch was The Lake House.
which was romantic yes,
but not realistic..
so must all romantic stuffs be unrealistic?
mus such love onli exist in our imaginations and movieS?

maybe not..
just so.. i've seen a movie..
showing love..
3 stories and 1 true tale..

sound familiar?
if it doesn't,
its ok..

cos it was shown at least a yr ago.. rated R21.. and it was a locally produced movie..
yups..
the title is called
'Be with me'

3 stories..
about an elderly man coming to terms with the loss of his wife
the forbidden love between 2 youngsters, Sam and Jackie (this story was the reason why i watched the movie)
and the social divide dat prevents a sercurity guard from confessing his love to an excutive lady

1 true tale..
abt Theresa Chan, a blind and deaf woman who amazingly overcomes such odds to live almost independently by herself..

each and every story so life like.. so .. everyday life happening kinda thing..
the rush of falling in love..
the joy of exhanging smses all thru the day..
the wishes dat this forbidden lover might last forever..
the pain of drifting apart..
the stabbing of a betrayal, of cheating..
the overpowering 'forgiveness' and the 'willingness' to 'forget' it as long as she comes back
the sorrow when u realise its over..
the hopelessness when u can nv see her again..
the heartbreak of a split dat drives u to jump..
the 'monotone'ness of life when u try to come to terms..
the throbbing of memories of her image..
the heart wrenching when u noe u and her can nv be together, but u still want to give it a try..
the small happy feeling when u daydream everyday abt it..
the skip of the beat of the heart when u see her appearing..
the heart pounding when u finally want to take the first step in confessing..
the high u feel when u think and hope she might be touched and accept ur confession..

all these sound familiar?
or they don't?

yups..
the movie is mostly silent and uses subtitles instead to show the dark, quiet, lonely world of Theresa Chan.. amazing how she still manages to touch lives and reach out a helping hand even with her handicaps..

i cant say how good this movie is in one post..
its really a 5/5 kinda movie..
marvellous.. exceptional.. outstanding.. and every other praise u can possibly think off..

if u can get ur hands on a DVD or VCD..
watch it..
u will not regret..
and yah.. prepare tissue if u cry easily..

btw, its R21, but no porno or nude shoots or violence or strong language..
most prob the reason its R21 is cos Sam and Jackie are both girls..
yups, Ezann Lee and Samantha Tan star as Sam and Jackie.. dunno which is which tho..
haha

~dats one for the guys to watch, samantha tan is damn hot..

Da Dao Li: 12

2006-09-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

Haha..

i just got reminded of a picture i took like... a couple of weeks ago?

haha..

taken at the waiting bar.. a nice place near boat quay..

poor ah sye, btw ah sye is the one in the photo.. haha.. he looks like he is knocked out like kena punched hard lydat.. haha

hmm..

just back from a dinner and drinks at brewerks..

借酒消愁愁更愁

dats the onli thing i can think abt when i was drinking..

and i am starting to hate beer..
nxt time dun drink beer liaoz..
beer sucks big time..

drinking will not take ur troubles away.. it might make them worse.. i suddenly tot abt smth mr q told me one nite over msn..
esp when i saw someone..
someone i tot could take a joke..
but apparently it was not so..
i mean if it was a bad joke.. and u couldn't take it.. just say lar.. scold me or smth.. dun jus sit in one corner and dats it..
i admit it was a bad joke..
but it was still jus a joke..
i dun think she treats me as a fren anymore..
and when u are sitting in a corner..
it gets lonely in a sense..
2 sides.. 2 walls..
and all u see are happy people around u.. jus nice 90 degrees of view.. i suspect ur human eyes can cover a wider range of views.. abt 160? lol 90 degrees is more den half of dat anways.. so it pretty much yah?
i dunnoe..
i dun care..
friends..
u gain some..
u lose some..

~no rep no rep lors.. who cares..

Da Dao Li: 11

2006-09-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

tdy was such a funny day..

someone said i looked korean..

haha

not the first time somebody asked me if i was a singaporean or not..

wassup with the world man..

so tdy..

i've been a shit bastard again..

again.. i reacted wrongly..

didn't say the words i should've said instead..

dunno how things will turn out..

hopes stuffs be A-ok in the ends..

maybe i need some spiritual help..

go and be a monks or smth..

haha

need some songs now..

lucky i now hav 2000++ to choose from..

hmm..

ok.. back to the pple saying i dun look singaporean..

so..

how to look singaporean..

maybe we shld get mr ah brown to tell us something..

cos we got so many types of cultures here..

each culture got their own patterns

should we make one common pattern for everyone?

or is the all patterns come together make a singaporean pattern..

lydat one person alone cannot look singaporean wad..

so by rite all of us standing alone can look singaporean..

mus all together den make singapore..

to do dat..

we must trust each other..

yes..

thats the word..

trust..

hard to believe dat our country is based on the very thing that could define friendships..

kk.. end of tdy's post..

dun feel like blogging much anyway..

Da Dao Li :10

2006-09-22T11:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm...

middle of lessons now.. got break.. dunno wad to do.. write crap here..

and look! theres a movie on my favourite comic! DEATH NOTE!! alrite! way cool!

cant wait for 19th oct to come..

yah..

also been writing sad stuffs for the past few days.. so yups.. ANNOUNCEMENT!

The happy me is BackS!~~

HowWee!

ok.. i need to write some theory here, else its not called da dao li..
hmm..
yups..

it shall be:

Community service is good stuffs to do.. makes u feel good.. and working on a project with frens.. really gives u a boost when u need it.. like helping those who need helps.. feels good ya noe?

hmm.. just finished writing a persuasive letter.. hope its really persuasive.. can persuade the marker to gimme an A grade for its.. haa.. 25% lehs! hope that 1 page of words can do the tricks!

yippe!

=)

Da Dao Li: 09

2006-09-21T01:31:00.000+08:00

一个人在这个夜里

孤单得难以入睡

真的想找个人来陪

不愿意一个人喝醉

醉了以后就会流泪

数着你给的伤悲

为什么你总让我憔悴

别说我的眼泪你无所谓

看我流泪

你头也不回

哭过了泪干了心变成灰

我想要的美

你还不想给

伤了的我的心怎去面对

爱给了你

我不后悔

只希望你给我一次机会

让我去追

让我去飞

毕竟爱过的心需要安慰

需要你安慰

~~~别说我的眼泪你无所谓 - 东来东往

Da Dao Li: 08

2006-09-20T01:07:00.000+08:00

tdy's topic..

if u can buy time by spending money,
its money well spent..

but money cant buy back the time u've lost..
time dats passed..

regrets of words and actions can nv be bought back..

if i hav hurted u,
if i hav let u down,

i am srry,
is all dat i can say..
forgive me,
is all dat i hav to ask..

pls, another chance?

dear blog...

2006-09-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

dear blog,

i've so many things that i cant put into words today..
whoever invented languages obviously was not feeling like a piece of shit when he invented it..

dear blog,

it started a long time ago..
i cant remember when..
but i met someone..
and i knew at once..
this someone, is someone special..
how special,
i did not know..
but i do know now..
its not an ordinary kind of special..

dear blog,

u may be wondering why i am feeling like a piece of shit tonite..
if u ask me..
i don't know how to tell u..
how can someone feel like a piece of shit..
how can someone feel like yelling, bashing, whacking the hell out of himself..
how can someone feel true regret and sorrow, cry and not feel better?

dear blog,

let me tell u a story,
its abt this girl..

this girl,
made some mistakes in her life b4..
she has reflected and regrets the past behavior towards a certain someone..
she has tried to apologise..
but she still feels bad..
she has been ticked off pretty heavily by her parents..
thats probably what makes it worse..
maybe her parents used words dat were too strong..
or maybe its the fact that all these stuffs just came together at once..
and dis really made her feel down..
and she cried that night..
into her bolster,
imagining it to be the back of someone..
someone she thought could be always there for her
someone she thought will sincerely console her
someone she thought could be another buddy to her
someone she thought will guide her thru her life
but it was not as she thought..

this someone,
knew about wad pple were saying about her..
this someone,
did not tell her wad pple were saying about her..
this someone,
tried instead to stand up for her infront of those pple, using his own way..
this someone,
was naive in thinking that could help..
this someone,
was not the buddy he could be..
this someone,
made her feel cheated..
this someone,
did not know wad she truely wanted in a buddy
and yet
this someone,
was the one who promised her the world,
this someone,
made all sorts of promises..
but didn't keep them all..
this someone,
has dissappointed her time and again..
this someone probably doesn't know wad he is doing now..
he doesn't know how to make it up to her..
he truely wants to be the second buddy in her life..
one she can depend on..
lean on..
lift her up when shes down..
this someone,
wants to really be there for her to cry on his back,
not just be an image on a bolster..
but this someone,
doesn't know how..

dear blog,

i dunnoe how this story is going to end..
the girl is a strong girl..
she can probably get over this dissappointing episode in her life in a hurry..
the guy,
may not be as strong as a guy is supposed to be..
he is supposed to be good with words..
yet he doesn't know what to say..
i think this proves that ur mouth is only as good as how clear headed ur brain is..

dear blog,

i felt true sorrow for the second time in my life tdy,
at just a little while before 5 pm..
when i read part of the above story..
u noe,
i thk the second greatest mystery in this world,
after women,
has to be friends..
how can they make u feel such a wide range of emotions?
anger, warmth, fustrations, joy, envy, bliss.. and so much more..

dear blog,

i am feeling true regret now,
regretting not buying insurance for my laptop..
will salt crystals spoil the keyboard?
i hope not..
cos somehow,
this machine on my lap,
is the only warmth i am feeling tonite..

dear blog,

she can imagine someone's back as she cries into a bolster..
but i can only see the square patterns on mine as i prepare for a long nite..

dear blog,

i've quite a number of frens,
yet why at times like this,
i find i hav no one to open up to?

Da dao Li: 07

2006-09-17T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm..

i thk, if 2 guys quarrel,
the cure is..

soccer..

esp 2 good matches like chelsea vs liverpool and man united vs arsenal..

and not forgetting some beer..

hail heineken..

haha =)

Da Dao Li: 06

2006-09-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

Ok,
Seriously..
What is wrong with all the daddys in this world??

I wonder if i will grow up to be like them..
They prolly be thking they are so big dat nobody can touch them..

like wtf does he mean by he cant control me?
wtf does he mean by asking me if jurong point is far from home?
wtf?
he doesn't noe where is jurong point meh..
like super wtf lar..
i go watch one movie like will kill him lydat..
even tho the movie is at 12 midnite lar..
will kill him meh..
he like a squirrel hide the nuts den forget where the hell he hide..
super poor shitting short term memory..
doesn't remember most of his words..
say he wun remember the quarrel last nite after he sleeps and wakes up tdy..
so bloody hell..
means he last nite nv f**king sleep lar..
(jap) crab pot (unjap)

he says i make things complicated..
i say he makes me make things complicated..
everytime we quarrel i dunno wtf starts it..
so lets say i am going out,
so i inform u of where i am going, what i doing, where, when, etc etc
so wtf is wrong with daT?
if u are not happy in the first place,
just say u not happy lar..
first say u are not unhappy,
den say u nv say u weren't happy..
so like super wtf,
take 174 to jurong point, quarrel all the way there..
say u want to talk, den say better not talk now cos we both not happy..
so when u want to talk..
say talk, but actually means stand up and start waving and shouting at each other..
dunno what he wants..
he saying he onli needs the simple stuffs..
but obviously i am not satisfying him lor lydat..
means i am super unfilial or super dumb lor,
cant even give him the simple stuffs dat he needs..

super damn it lar..
daddys can nv tell what u are thinking..
they only think that u will go to them for money or some shit..
they only think that u will go to them when u need a lift to sch or some shit..
they only think that u will go to them when u need super help or some shit..
i dunno..
i think that they think that u will only go to them when u are in some shit.. like.. super deep shit..

i dun give a shit..
he is jus yelling the whole house down now for not waking up for breakfast..
like wtf..
doesn't he noe the maslow hierchary of needs?
i believe u gotta satisfy the need for sleep first b4 u satisfy the need for food even tho they both come under physiological needs..

wad a super (jap) pot (unjap) cockster..

explaination of terms:
eng : jap
pot : nabe (say : nah - bei)
crab : kani (say : kah - nee)

ok.. like super wtf?
he's just going out to play golf now..
sheez man..
wtf..

Somebody send me the mp3 of this song!!!!!

2006-09-16T14:07:00.000+08:00

Da Dao Li: 05

2006-09-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

Haha..

i finally figured out the answer to this question,

why do the doors on 7-11 have locks?

Cos they can be closeD!

Haha..

Da Dao Li: 04

2006-09-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

ok..

so tdy i shall talk about this girl dat i noe.
i shant say her name.
but she is not well liked.
shes cute
shes pretty
good figure
dresses well

so wads wrong?
some pple say shes dumb
some pple say shes showing off
some pple say she overdresses
some pple say shes fake

i dunno..
maybe i dun judge pple well?
but i mostly dun agree with wad the other pple say..

why dun pple give pple chances?
why dun pple swallow their hates or differences?
why dun pple accept pple for who they are?
why dun pple see beyond wad they see?

is it so hard to see things from another point of view?
its jus shifting the eyes
and looking again..

pple try, and if they try wrongly, who are u to deny them another chance?

Da Dao Li: 03

2006-09-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

so tdy i might as well talk abt a sad topic..

the topic is sadness..

so sometimes there is sadness,
but why only sometimes? and not all the times?
cos the other times are happiness..

so define sad and happy?
u might say they are opposite sides of a coin..
so if i flip it, chances dat i'll be happy = chances i'll be sad = 50%?
but why do some pple have more happy den sad in their lifes and some, more sads den happys?
so this way of defining it is wrong..

Happiness is merely a bad memory for the sad stuffs..
i think i read dat somewhere..
dunno where, but i dun think dats important..
so wad does it mean?
4get the sad stuff totally?
but w/o sad, will u be happy?
will u noe dat emotion to be happy when u dunno how sad feels like?

take the sad and the happy in your life..
put them together..
if u think u have more sad den happy, den dats really sad for u..

focus life on the good stuff, and not the bad, and u will find life more.. rewarding? happening? or wadever, life just will suddenly seem nicer to live..

At least, i think so.. haha =)

Da Dao Li: 02

2006-09-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

Alrite! Another great reason to drink coffee.

Da Dao Li: 01

2006-09-11T11:20:00.000+08:00

ok, so here starts the doctrine of da dao li, my dao li.
so, ya,
prob wondering wassup with myself doing this kinda things, i always tot these thingys were meant for youngsters.
then i realised, u are onli as young as u allow urself to feel.
doesn't matter how u dress, how u walk, its the heart dat shows ur youth.

time is precious, live the young life, yet live every day like its your last.
give ur heart to the world, and take those pleasant memories away with you.
love ur friends, love ur family, love ur dearest, love urself.

ok, enough preaching, back to the books...