Da Dao Li: 22

Not been writing for awhile.. i think i need to write to set me in the correct mood to study once again.

studying is a hard thing.
esp biz law.

i hate to say this but i noe i am not a perfect guy
but then again, who is?

so the rich, handsome, cute, well mannered, good grades, sporty guy is the perfect guy?
well, i dont make the cut in any one of those above.. too bad for me

maybe its just me,
but are girls now all obsessed with guys from a TV drama? or TV dramas for that matter?

i dun watch any of those dramas so i cant tell if the guys in them can be even possible to meet in real life, but my thoughts are that these 'tv drama' guys are gonna be the catch of every girl, if they do exist in real life.

well.. lets move slightly away from perfect, lets talk about the ideal guy..
but somehow i have this feeling that the ideal guy for most girls are still gonna turn out like some 'tv drama' guy..

how about a nice guy instead..
yeah.. but he has gotta be rich, handsome, cute, well mannered and sporty with good grades at the same time...


ok... how about a nice guy who isn't that rich, not handsome, not cute, slightly well mannered, slightly sporty but kinda outta shape due to little working out, and well.. not-so-fantastic grades?
eewww... who wants that kinda guy...

alrite..
maybe i've been prejudiced or smth..
but..
'tv drama' guys..
stop ruining the lives of the poor, innocent, not so rich, not so handsome, not so popular, not so sporty, not so hardworking, not so good in studies, and all-the-imperfect-stuff-u-can-think-of guys around here..

stop putting the girls into drama-la-la land where a kiss from the prince of their life might not even wake them up.
stop deluding them.
stop decieving them.
stop distorting the truth about guys.


for guys: its all about the trying to be the right guy for the girl he thinks is the right girl for him.
for girls: its all about meeting THE GUY..

dunno how true that is tho.. bound to be some people who dun fall into the majority..
*shrugs
oh well..


falling is just so hard and painful
picking urself up is just so difficult to do
walking again is another mountain to climb
moving on, i think it just takes time


hope that will come true..
so funny, hoping for something that has might have no chance of happening, is similar to a daydream
but hoping for something against all hope is called faith by some..

wad is hope?

someone tell me..

please..
cos i dun see it anywhere in my life now..