Da Dao Li: 23

i've been beng,
i've been drunk,
i've been happy,
i've been fun,
i've been bill clinton,
i've been made fun off,
i've been sad,
i've been lonely,
i've been disrespected,
i've been praised,
i've been scolded,
i've been a jerk,
i've been a bastard,
i've been a joke,
i've been amused,
i've been rebellious,
i've been obedient,
i've been talkative,
i've been shy,
i've been loved,
i've been a pain,
i've been a joy,
i've been poor,
i've been down,
i've been a loser,
i've been abused,
i've been nearly everything i think,

except a fool..

but now i am,
a fool for u..

and u fool me completely..
w/o any regard of how i feel..
saying i am a petty guy..
and perhaps thats true..
tho everyone else around me dun think so..
maybe i am unreasonable to expect thanks..
cos..
a sincere person wouldn't be expecting thanks..
so maybe i contradict myself..
but its not the first time i contradict myself..
i am kinda pissed too..
cos u dun seem sincere..
tho i've said it to u b4, and i'll say it again,
a srry is meant to be said in person,
a thank you is meant to said in person,
the tone mus be sincere
the body lanuage mus be sincere
i can talk my mouth dry,
but if u still dun care..
theres nothing i can do..

~ i am really saddened by oct 2006 fri the 13th and tho i will remember it.. it wun be a good memory..