seriously random stuffs

ok, so carry on from the last time..
went jogging with jerry on sat morn..
jogged under cloudy skies..
ate kuay chap for breakfast haha, thinking of saw 3

went back home hang up the clothes to dry..
rush back out

den go work the whole day.. afternoon break read my liang feng..
its damn good.. will update again when i finish reading all my new comic additions..

nite was slow moving..
life's like getting real boring..
i still like what i saw that nite tho..

den went home

wait for father mother sisters to come back from airport..
come back liao den all tired go bathe sleep

so nxt morning,
they gave me,
4 shirts,
1 'stitch' hp accessory
and
1 mickey mouse keychain with a key and a lock, so u gotta unlock the lock with the key to put keys onto the keychain which is a lock in the shape of mickey mouse..

and i wore one of the striped shirts to work dat day.. and xiao mei say it looked very ugly..
so hurting..
afternoon went to drink kopi with uncle li
den we analyse the chelsea v arsenal match..
i predicted either a 1-1 draw or a 2-0 chelsea win..
so he say go and buy 1 goal and 2 goals..
haha..
in the end really kena 2 goals draw..

nite was slow moving again..
life was still boring..
but i still liked wad i saw tho..

i tried calling the guys out to watch soccer dat nite..
but there was something seriously wrong..

i finally realised what it feels like, when someone keeps something from u, for the benefit of another friend.. even tho both are mutual friends..
i dun really understand why i lost my temper..
but a matter of that seriousness..
i think it warrants our attention..
even tho i cant do anything at that point of time..
even tho i do not know wad exactly is wrong..
even tho i do not know if i can help..
i think..
knowing is better den being kept in the dark..
i finally understand..
and so i quarrelled abit
and i think about it now..
its not rite..
cos..
everyone is entitled to his or her way of thinking and doing..
i cant force it..



i was just looking at this photo.. taken at our last chalet together.. i think we chose to hold our favourite items in the chalet for that photo.. (thats the beer for me haha)
and it reminded me all everything we did together..
all the times we've spent..
all the times we've wasted..
i noe may not have been the best person to hang out with..
but i always try my best to be a fren
sometimes..
i just aint myself..
sometimes..
i try wrongly..
for those times..
i am truely sorry..


i do wish i can really do something..
i think i need to..