Yawn

Yawn..

damn freaking tired...
day after day trying to cope and manage..
seems like i have more fun outside sch den in lessons (duh!!)
AS is getting harder..
CT is getting gayer..
BGS is getting more blurrer.. dunno wad is going on now..
Stats is still manageable i feel..
TWC is having a *&^%^$^# project..
MA is getting more and more confusing.. need to buck up buck up

but other den sch..
had pretty nice memories elsewhere..
watched some nice movies..
walked some nice places..
spent quality time with my loved one..
had super freaky homo time filming the CT project.. *shivers*

wah wah wah... dun wanna think abt it...
i am so not doing dat again..
argh argh

okay..
likely that i need to be super mugging for my midterms soon.. better mug hard and buck up!!

gotta keep myself busy with all the projects and such..
and still try to have a life..
haha..
great..
so happy i simply think sch doesn't suck..
haha.. like real!!~~

love hugs and kisses =DD to the one love really loves orange stuff.. =)

Yesterday
was a very happy day
watched
One last dance,
let me,
ask u a hypothetical qn,
who, is the hardest and easiest to kill for a professional killer?
haha
wad a funny question to ask
anyway
One last dance not bad to watch
quite arty arty
and now
my life is a super bright shade of orange
work is red
and something is yellow
forgot wad
and orange is
____

=)



then after that
hmm hmm



ate at
the black society restuarant
at vivo
damn posh looking place
but most prolly not gonna be going back there
anytime soon
too ex
and the serving abit small
thinks dat
crystal jade still nicer
haha
yay


got home abit
late
tired
but super happy
=)=)=)

but then
i think
my eye bags getting more jialat
haha
needs more sleep
soon

tahan tahan

random random and more random

alrite..
so some random un important stuffs in my life..
uh..
lets see..
watched blood diamond tdy..
marvelous movie.. great.. excellent.. cool.. but the ending.. feels abit forced... poor _______ (the guy who died in the end) damn saddening.. cos actually.. dun think he needed to die one..
lol

den got really lucky during ma..
got 'stuck' in a group of 4 girls..
and onli 5 to a group.. wuhaha..
joel mus be dead jealous..
LOL

rafael got a haircut..
the haircut looks nice..
but the pink shirt i saw him in tdy really spoiled it all..
damn gay..
coupled with his handbag..
i have to say..
some AS stuff coming up..
all gays are metrosexual..
rafael is trying to be a metrosexual..
so rafael is gay?
how many pple think dat is a sound arguement?
wuhaha..
(above is meant to poke fun at rafael, not offend every single gay or metrosexual.. and rafael, dun take it to heart, we all know that some pple's tastes change after time..)

trying to push for a 'gay' topic to do for my creative thinking proj..
lol..
looks like i am talking alot about gays..
BUT NO OK!
I am NOT turning gay!
HAPPY yes..
gay as in homosexual, NO!

BGS,TWC and possibly STATS are going to be the most boring idiot mods for this sem..
the readings look dry,
the prof is talking to himself half the time.. (for twc, italian prof, cant understand his 'soft' tone)
the prof cant seem to get his stuff onto vista still (poor bgs..)
the prof seems to to be unable to make his lesson interesting (but its stats anyway.. whoever said it was interesting?)

i really have to buck up
pull up socks, pants or wadever else that i need to pull up..
i really wanna graduate man..
i dun wanna drop out..

but yea..
i am really happy..
really really happy..
u noe u noe..
the really really truely happy?
like so happy u just feel like jumping around?
so happy dat headaches dun mean a thing even if they last the whole day? (or did i have a headache at all? it felt like i did..)
so happy i just get tired just from being happy.. (i wonder if this has any scientific basis =pPp)
and i am just so happy, i feel like i am bursting from it.. (maybe i alr bursted?)
so happy, the rain doesn't dampen me (yea it has been raining the whole day)
so happy, the fact dat the stupid bus wun stop for me doesn't make me go F*** (maybe the bus driver didn't see me?)
so happy, i dun feel hungry.. (uh.. onli sometimes)
so happy, i feel like the richest man in the world (if money can buy happiness)
so happy, i dun feel like studying (now we all know dat has to be an excuse)
so happy, i am just writing abt how happy i am.. (man, and i tot i wouldn't be able to put how happy i am into words.. haha)
just how happy i am?
i dunno man..
how do u measure happiness anyway?

for my darling (3 words): Truely, Madly, Deeply

孤枕难眠

告诉我你等待的是我
告诉我你不要再错过
你闪烁的眼眸
仿佛有些话始终
无法说出口
你快对我说
别害怕没有把握

告诉我你曾失去太多
告诉我你也害怕寂寞
我知道你无法
去摆脱过去失败
挫折的伤痛
你快对我说
别总是不知所措

想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你一样不成眠
告诉我你也盼我出现
想着你的黑夜
我想着你的容颜
反反复复孤枕难眠
告诉我你想我千百遍
告诉我一切都会实现

孤枕难眠~周华健

Wad happens?

Wad happens

-when u realise there is something around?
-when that funny feeling down ur throat doesn't know to go up or down?
-when u dunno if that funny feeling is bitter or sweet?
-when there is no longer a wrong or right answer to this question i seek?
-when the words i say aren't quite the key?
-when it makes it easy for u but hard for me?
-when it at the same time makes it hard for u in return?
-when the flames we are so familar with brightly burn?
-when there isn't a thing i can do to make it good?
-when i can't bring myself to do what i should?
-when i see u every nite and day?
-when my eyes are open and in bed i lay?
-when reality is like a dream in truth?
-when all i dream of at nite is of u?

back to sch

alrite!
back to school..
i was so looking forward to this..
okay..
so met my first objective which was not to be late..
and den..
turns out the prof is late..
haha..
and he like nv plan for this lesson to do anything at all..
wad crap..
haha..
so..
he late 15 min,
break 25 min,
let us off early by 20 min..
cool funny soft guy..
i guess..
watched nite at the museum..
damn funny and good show..
ben stiller rocks..
and so does owen wilson..
funny guys great movie..
and kinda meaningful too..
'some men are born great, others have greatness thrust upon them'
so which kind of men are greater?
and.. how would u define 'great'?

1st 2007 post

okay..
so..
been really doing alot of shopping i guess..
finished up my new year shopping alr..
sales everywhere.. so hard to resist temptation..
haha

didn't really go anywhere during new year eve to countdown or wad nots..
feel its really too squeezy outside and hot oso and wad if the sky decide to rain?
den spoil mood and everything..
might as well stay at home cosy bed huddle with my laptop and msn pple..
haha

watched confession of pain..
quite a cool show..
see the takashi kaneshiro so handsome and cute and wadever... tmd.. why i cant look more like him..
and see the tony leung act as bad guy..
woah.. he damn cool lar he..
cannot stand it.. he acting damn real can..
and he still looks very good oso..
haha
lucky got shu qi inside.. else i really no eye candy to see..
but i thnk shu qi oso getting older liao.. not as pretty as b4..

okay.. den yesterday nite go to kelvin's 21st bdae drinking party..
he held it in a wine room or smth..
of cos drink lar..
wahahah..
den he still wearing all the uniform themes..
wad a laugh..
see audrey wear my sis' mgs uniform.. wahhaha.. too big for her..
den see li feng wear the st nicks..
den everyone asking are u from st nicks..
zheng han wear rj uniform.. i almost forgot he from rj..
in the end eugene thiang, rafeal, jia yan, joseph, wanye and some more pple turned up.. quite a nice and fun time playing indian poker...
cos really got alot of stuffs to drink..
lol
okay.. got a noe a few more frens there.. nice guy rueben.. wonder i spell it correctly..
haha.. great to chat and sing song with..
hope i see him around in sch..
den noe this girl.. deborah.. i think.. stays quite near me.. but i wonder why i nv see her on the bus..
haha
alrite..
den kelvin cut his cake... make some speech..
den we sing songs with the uncle at the piano..
he said i shld come back and jam with him some day
haha.. see if i free anot lar.. lol.. and i wonder why.. haha
my voice got dat power meh.. =p=p
somemore kelvin's mom still say i shld go jue dui superstar..
yah rite..
i wish..
kelvin's dad oso nice fella.. but over concern i think.. keep telling us not to drink too much.. i think he nv see youngsters drink b4 lar.. haha
then his sisters dun look like his sisters..
haha.. both very pretty.. but i cant get their names rite.. lol
both oso like to sing songs..
so yah.. lol...
in the end.. got back home 1 plus.. from the original plan of i go back at 10pm.. lame lar..
lol..
proof that the party was fun.. haha..