Da Dao Li:16

1)study and practise b4 a test.

dats the one and onli rule i think..
died lar..
now can onli go waterloo street and pray to guanyin liaoz..
den can at the same time pray at the indian temple nxt to it..
we singaporeans shld be multiracial..
haha


yups..
saw the girl of my dreams tdy for like the first time in wad seems to be ages..
cant tell if she was glad to see me or not..
i wonder when i would ever see her again?
miss her starting from the moment i say bye to her..
sigh..

每一次和你分开
深深得被你打败
每一次放弃你的温柔
痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开
每一次Kiss you Goodbye
爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白

~王力宏 - kiss goodbye

Da Dao Li:15

Hmm..

i am beginning to treat this as a daily 'say wad i wan to say but cant find anyone to say it to place'

i tio complain tdy..
someone complained i too unserious..
someone complained i use phone too much..
someone complained i talk too loudly/too much or both..
someone...

ok ok..
i dunnoe who dat someone is.. but there are onli so many pple who can be that someone..

oh well..
try to change lor..
life is lydat one wad.. =/

boring day.. gotta mug for FA test tmr! budden heard its mcq.. so maybe can pray to all the gods for lucks..
haha

reminds me of the fort minor song..

its just
10% luck,
20% skill,
15% concentrated power and will,
5% pleasure,
50% pain,
and a 100% reason to remember the name

alrite..
wad a formula.. can use almost anywhere.. haha

hmm..
why do i have to cram so many things into this puny brain of mine.. argh.. life sucks..
but time goes on..
it does not stop to wait for u to wallow in ur sorrows..
quarrels..
arguements..
pissed off moods..

to all those experiencing such lousy moods now..
get up..
move on..
fix stuff urself..
dun wait for it to get fixed by someone else.. cos it wun be fixed the way u like it..

yups..
=)

Da Dao Li: 14

alrite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~

completed the horrendous biz law presentation.. i dun believe it.. spent 2 hours in class on our presentation.. how can? we rehearse all less den 30 mins lor! haha

crazy crazy crazy

ok nvm, its over..

da dao li time..

1) u can still feel like falling asleep in class even tho u are the one presenting
2) the prof sounds as boring in front of the class speaking as he is sitting down looking at u present ur stuff and commenting on it.
3)when u are presenting and the prof asks u a qn, it is possible to blank out.
4)at such an instance, act like u noe the answer, but make known to the whole world dat u are suffering from a mental block and ur brain cant proccess information at dat point of time.
5)cue cards work.. only when u have written legibly on it..
6)u will get sweaty palms when the prof asks u smth u do not noe
7)u will get sweaty palms when the prof talks for too long and u are waiting for ur turn to present
8)its hard to make eye contact with the prof when he is wearing a pair of funny looking specs
9)if u feel weird talking abt a point during rehearsal, there is smth wrong with the point u are raising
10)eat lunch and sleep well b4 a presentation so u won't have bloodshot eyes and a growling sound adding to the sound effects

Da Dao Li: 13

i think tdy i will talk abt a very common topic.. called love..

love is a complicated matter..
there are simply too many forms of it..
family love
friends love
romance love
yet when people talk abt love..
it is the romance dat they refer to..

so on to the romance love den..

can it be depicted?
can it be seen?
can it even be described by words?
or should it be shown thru actions?

the last romantic movie i watch was The Lake House.
which was romantic yes,
but not realistic..
so must all romantic stuffs be unrealistic?
mus such love onli exist in our imaginations and movieS?

maybe not..
just so.. i've seen a movie..
showing love..
3 stories and 1 true tale..

sound familiar?
if it doesn't,
its ok..

cos it was shown at least a yr ago.. rated R21.. and it was a locally produced movie..
yups..
the title is called
'Be with me'

3 stories..
about an elderly man coming to terms with the loss of his wife
the forbidden love between 2 youngsters, Sam and Jackie (this story was the reason why i watched the movie)
and the social divide dat prevents a sercurity guard from confessing his love to an excutive lady

1 true tale..
abt Theresa Chan, a blind and deaf woman who amazingly overcomes such odds to live almost independently by herself..

each and every story so life like.. so .. everyday life happening kinda thing..
the rush of falling in love..
the joy of exhanging smses all thru the day..
the wishes dat this forbidden lover might last forever..
the pain of drifting apart..
the stabbing of a betrayal, of cheating..
the overpowering 'forgiveness' and the 'willingness' to 'forget' it as long as she comes back
the sorrow when u realise its over..
the hopelessness when u can nv see her again..
the heartbreak of a split dat drives u to jump..
the 'monotone'ness of life when u try to come to terms..
the throbbing of memories of her image..
the heart wrenching when u noe u and her can nv be together, but u still want to give it a try..
the small happy feeling when u daydream everyday abt it..
the skip of the beat of the heart when u see her appearing..
the heart pounding when u finally want to take the first step in confessing..
the high u feel when u think and hope she might be touched and accept ur confession..


all these sound familiar?
or they don't?

yups..
the movie is mostly silent and uses subtitles instead to show the dark, quiet, lonely world of Theresa Chan.. amazing how she still manages to touch lives and reach out a helping hand even with her handicaps..

i cant say how good this movie is in one post..
its really a 5/5 kinda movie..
marvellous.. exceptional.. outstanding.. and every other praise u can possibly think off..

if u can get ur hands on a DVD or VCD..
watch it..
u will not regret..
and yah.. prepare tissue if u cry easily..

btw, its R21, but no porno or nude shoots or violence or strong language..
most prob the reason its R21 is cos Sam and Jackie are both girls..
yups, Ezann Lee and Samantha Tan star as Sam and Jackie.. dunno which is which tho..
haha

~dats one for the guys to watch, samantha tan is damn hot..

Da Dao Li: 12

Haha..

i just got reminded of a picture i took like... a couple of weeks ago?

haha..

taken at the waiting bar.. a nice place near boat quay..

poor ah sye, btw ah sye is the one in the photo.. haha.. he looks like he is knocked out like kena punched hard lydat.. haha

hmm..

just back from a dinner and drinks at brewerks..

借 酒 消 愁 愁 更 愁

dats the onli thing i can think abt when i was drinking..

and i am starting to hate beer..
nxt time dun drink beer liaoz..
beer sucks big time..

drinking will not take ur troubles away.. it might make them worse.. i suddenly tot abt smth mr q told me one nite over msn..
esp when i saw someone..
someone i tot could take a joke..
but apparently it was not so..
i mean if it was a bad joke.. and u couldn't take it.. just say lar.. scold me or smth.. dun jus sit in one corner and dats it..
i admit it was a bad joke..
but it was still jus a joke..
i dun think she treats me as a fren anymore..
and when u are sitting in a corner..
it gets lonely in a sense..
2 sides.. 2 walls..
and all u see are happy people around u.. jus nice 90 degrees of view.. i suspect ur human eyes can cover a wider range of views.. abt 160? lol 90 degrees is more den half of dat anways.. so it pretty much yah?
i dunnoe..
i dun care..
friends..
u gain some..
u lose some..



~no rep no rep lors.. who cares..

Da Dao Li: 11

tdy was such a funny day..

someone said i looked korean..

haha

not the first time somebody asked me if i was a singaporean or not..

wassup with the world man..

so tdy..

i've been a shit bastard again..

again.. i reacted wrongly..

didn't say the words i should've said instead..

dunno how things will turn out..

hopes stuffs be A-ok in the ends..

maybe i need some spiritual help..

go and be a monks or smth..

haha

need some songs now..

lucky i now hav 2000++ to choose from..

hmm..

ok.. back to the pple saying i dun look singaporean..

so..

how to look singaporean..

maybe we shld get mr ah brown to tell us something..

cos we got so many types of cultures here..

each culture got their own patterns

should we make one common pattern for everyone?

or is the all patterns come together make a singaporean pattern..

lydat one person alone cannot look singaporean wad..

so by rite all of us standing alone can look singaporean..

mus all together den make singapore..

to do dat..

we must trust each other..

yes..

thats the word..

trust..

hard to believe dat our country is based on the very thing that could define friendships..

kk.. end of tdy's post..

dun feel like blogging much anyway..

Da Dao Li :10

Hmm...

middle of lessons now.. got break.. dunno wad to do.. write crap here..

and look! theres a movie on my favourite comic! DEATH NOTE!! alrite! way cool!

cant wait for 19th oct to come..

yah..

also been writing sad stuffs for the past few days.. so yups.. ANNOUNCEMENT!

The happy me is BackS!~~

HowWee!

=)

ok.. i need to write some theory here, else its not called da dao li..
hmm..
yups..

it shall be:

Community service is good stuffs to do.. makes u feel good.. and working on a project with frens.. really gives u a boost when u need it.. like helping those who need helps.. feels good ya noe?

hmm.. just finished writing a persuasive letter.. hope its really persuasive.. can persuade the marker to gimme an A grade for its.. haa.. 25% lehs! hope that 1 page of words can do the tricks!

yippe!

=)

Da Dao Li: 09

一个人在这个夜里

孤单得难以入睡

真的想找个人来陪

不愿意一个人喝醉

醉了以后就会流泪

数着你给的伤悲

为什么你总让我憔悴

别说我的眼泪你无所谓

看我流泪

你头也不回

哭过了泪干了心变成灰

我想要的美

你还不想给

伤了的我的心怎去面对

爱给了你

我不后悔

只希望你给我一次机会

让我去追

让我去飞

毕竟爱过的心需要安慰

需要你安慰

~~~别说我的眼泪你无所谓 - 东来东往

Da Dao Li: 08

tdy's topic..

if u can buy time by spending money,
its money well spent..

but money cant buy back the time u've lost..
time dats passed..

regrets of words and actions can nv be bought back..

if i hav hurted u,
if i hav let u down,

i am srry,
is all dat i can say..
forgive me,
is all dat i hav to ask..



pls, another chance?

dear blog...

dear blog,

i've so many things that i cant put into words today..
whoever invented languages obviously was not feeling like a piece of shit when he invented it..


dear blog,

it started a long time ago..
i cant remember when..
but i met someone..
and i knew at once..
this someone, is someone special..
how special,
i did not know..
but i do know now..
its not an ordinary kind of special..


dear blog,

u may be wondering why i am feeling like a piece of shit tonite..
if u ask me..
i don't know how to tell u..
how can someone feel like a piece of shit..
how can someone feel like yelling, bashing, whacking the hell out of himself..
how can someone feel true regret and sorrow, cry and not feel better?


dear blog,

let me tell u a story,
its abt this girl..

this girl,
made some mistakes in her life b4..
she has reflected and regrets the past behavior towards a certain someone..
she has tried to apologise..
but she still feels bad..
she has been ticked off pretty heavily by her parents..
thats probably what makes it worse..
maybe her parents used words dat were too strong..
or maybe its the fact that all these stuffs just came together at once..
and dis really made her feel down..
and she cried that night..
into her bolster,
imagining it to be the back of someone..
someone she thought could be always there for her
someone she thought will sincerely console her
someone she thought could be another buddy to her
someone she thought will guide her thru her life
but it was not as she thought..

this someone,
knew about wad pple were saying about her..
this someone,
did not tell her wad pple were saying about her..
this someone,
tried instead to stand up for her infront of those pple, using his own way..
this someone,
was naive in thinking that could help..
this someone,
was not the buddy he could be..
this someone,
made her feel cheated..
this someone,
did not know wad she truely wanted in a buddy
and yet
this someone,
was the one who promised her the world,
this someone,
made all sorts of promises..
but didn't keep them all..
this someone,
has dissappointed her time and again..
this someone probably doesn't know wad he is doing now..
he doesn't know how to make it up to her..
he truely wants to be the second buddy in her life..
one she can depend on..
lean on..
lift her up when shes down..
this someone,
wants to really be there for her to cry on his back,
not just be an image on a bolster..
but this someone,
doesn't know how..


dear blog,

i dunnoe how this story is going to end..
the girl is a strong girl..
she can probably get over this dissappointing episode in her life in a hurry..
the guy,
may not be as strong as a guy is supposed to be..
he is supposed to be good with words..
yet he doesn't know what to say..
i think this proves that ur mouth is only as good as how clear headed ur brain is..


dear blog,

i felt true sorrow for the second time in my life tdy,
at just a little while before 5 pm..
when i read part of the above story..
u noe,
i thk the second greatest mystery in this world,
after women,
has to be friends..
how can they make u feel such a wide range of emotions?
anger, warmth, fustrations, joy, envy, bliss.. and so much more..


dear blog,

i am feeling true regret now,
regretting not buying insurance for my laptop..
will salt crystals spoil the keyboard?
i hope not..
cos somehow,
this machine on my lap,
is the only warmth i am feeling tonite..


dear blog,

she can imagine someone's back as she cries into a bolster..
but i can only see the square patterns on mine as i prepare for a long nite..


dear blog,

i've quite a number of frens,
yet why at times like this,
i find i hav no one to open up to?

Da dao Li: 07

Hmm..

i thk, if 2 guys quarrel,
the cure is..

soccer..

esp 2 good matches like chelsea vs liverpool and man united vs arsenal..

and not forgetting some beer..

hail heineken..



haha =)

Da Dao Li: 06

Ok,
Seriously..
What is wrong with all the daddys in this world??

I wonder if i will grow up to be like them..
They prolly be thking they are so big dat nobody can touch them..

like wtf does he mean by he cant control me?
wtf does he mean by asking me if jurong point is far from home?
wtf?
he doesn't noe where is jurong point meh..
like super wtf lar..
i go watch one movie like will kill him lydat..
even tho the movie is at 12 midnite lar..
will kill him meh..
he like a squirrel hide the nuts den forget where the hell he hide..
super poor shitting short term memory..
doesn't remember most of his words..
say he wun remember the quarrel last nite after he sleeps and wakes up tdy..
so bloody hell..
means he last nite nv f**king sleep lar..
(jap) crab pot (unjap)

he says i make things complicated..
i say he makes me make things complicated..
everytime we quarrel i dunno wtf starts it..
so lets say i am going out,
so i inform u of where i am going, what i doing, where, when, etc etc
so wtf is wrong with daT?
if u are not happy in the first place,
just say u not happy lar..
first say u are not unhappy,
den say u nv say u weren't happy..
so like super wtf,
take 174 to jurong point, quarrel all the way there..
say u want to talk, den say better not talk now cos we both not happy..
so when u want to talk..
say talk, but actually means stand up and start waving and shouting at each other..
dunno what he wants..
he saying he onli needs the simple stuffs..
but obviously i am not satisfying him lor lydat..
means i am super unfilial or super dumb lor,
cant even give him the simple stuffs dat he needs..

super damn it lar..
daddys can nv tell what u are thinking..
they only think that u will go to them for money or some shit..
they only think that u will go to them when u need a lift to sch or some shit..
they only think that u will go to them when u need super help or some shit..
i dunno..
i think that they think that u will only go to them when u are in some shit.. like.. super deep shit..

i dun give a shit..
he is jus yelling the whole house down now for not waking up for breakfast..
like wtf..
doesn't he noe the maslow hierchary of needs?
i believe u gotta satisfy the need for sleep first b4 u satisfy the need for food even tho they both come under physiological needs..

wad a super (jap) pot (unjap) cockster..






explaination of terms:
eng : jap
pot : nabe (say : nah - bei)
crab : kani (say : kah - nee)









ok.. like super wtf?
he's just going out to play golf now..
sheez man..
wtf..

Somebody send me the mp3 of this song!!!!!

Da Dao Li: 05

Haha..

i finally figured out the answer to this question,

why do the doors on 7-11 have locks?

Cos they can be closeD!

Haha..

Da Dao Li: 04

ok..

so tdy i shall talk about this girl dat i noe.
i shant say her name.
but she is not well liked.
shes cute
shes pretty
good figure
dresses well

so wads wrong?
some pple say shes dumb
some pple say shes showing off
some pple say she overdresses
some pple say shes fake

i dunno..
maybe i dun judge pple well?
but i mostly dun agree with wad the other pple say..

why dun pple give pple chances?
why dun pple swallow their hates or differences?
why dun pple accept pple for who they are?
why dun pple see beyond wad they see?

is it so hard to see things from another point of view?
its jus shifting the eyes
and looking again..

pple try, and if they try wrongly, who are u to deny them another chance?

Da Dao Li: 03

so tdy i might as well talk abt a sad topic..

the topic is sadness..

so sometimes there is sadness,
but why only sometimes? and not all the times?
cos the other times are happiness..

so define sad and happy?
u might say they are opposite sides of a coin..
so if i flip it, chances dat i'll be happy = chances i'll be sad = 50%?
but why do some pple have more happy den sad in their lifes and some, more sads den happys?
so this way of defining it is wrong..

Happiness is merely a bad memory for the sad stuffs..
i think i read dat somewhere..
dunno where, but i dun think dats important..
so wad does it mean?
4get the sad stuff totally?
but w/o sad, will u be happy?
will u noe dat emotion to be happy when u dunno how sad feels like?

take the sad and the happy in your life..
put them together..
if u think u have more sad den happy, den dats really sad for u..

focus life on the good stuff, and not the bad, and u will find life more.. rewarding? happening? or wadever, life just will suddenly seem nicer to live..




At least, i think so.. haha =)

Da Dao Li: 02

Alrite! Another great reason to drink coffee.

Da Dao Li: 01

ok, so here starts the doctrine of da dao li, my dao li.
so, ya,
prob wondering wassup with myself doing this kinda things, i always tot these thingys were meant for youngsters.
then i realised, u are onli as young as u allow urself to feel.
doesn't matter how u dress, how u walk, its the heart dat shows ur youth.

time is precious, live the young life, yet live every day like its your last.
give ur heart to the world, and take those pleasant memories away with you.
love ur friends, love ur family, love ur dearest, love urself.

ok, enough preaching, back to the books...