Linger

I wonder.. were black and white MTVs still the rage in 1993?

I think this habit of only writing a couple of posts a month is really turning into a habit..
as i write this, i check and i have currently 7 movies on my comp that i have not watched, another 4 downloading, which still means i have plenty to entertain myself with.. not forgetting to include a fair number of exciting games to be played on my handheld console.. i guess the rest of the summer is gonna be good, not bored..


so what to write about?


lets try the age old problem, why do guys cheat?
i guess its a question with many answers..
some say cos their girlfriend is a loser,
some say that the guy is a loser,
some also say that the other girl is the loser..
well.. u cant come up with a general answer to that question,
its not like, why does the moon change its shape? or smth..
there is not science to 'why do guys cheat?'
so, is it den instead, art?

if we were to assume cheating is in fact, an art, perhaps likened to, a perfect crime (in artistic terms i suppose) how, would you define, a masterpiece from crap?
allow us to first leave moral values out of this ok?
i know it look stupid, typing out a discussion inside my head, but hey, this is my blog ain't it?

so perhaps lets look at a perfect crime,
would you say that for example, stealing something that was previously regarded as 'unstealable' as perfect? would it be hailed as a masterpiece?
no no no.. of cos not..
what use is stealing something, if you cannot enjoy it? i.e. u get caught..
so, an all important part, is the getaway, remaining free.. (free in a physical sense)
now, if you have watched movies before, there are many types of getaways,
you could,
get someone to take the rap for you,
physically outrun whoever was chasing you,
get off the hook of law by perhaps some loophole, or technicality?
and i am sure u can come up with more examples on your own..

so, how is this linked to why guys cheat?
simple,
if i could getaway with it, why not?
(thats for guys without a conscience)
i get something i shouldn't be getting (like stealing)
without having to pay for it (again, like stealing)

so once more, how do we differentiate a masterpiece from crap?
the getaway,
any thief knows the getaway is the most important part of the whole thing, there must be an exit strategy..
a guy who cheats, but doesn't have a proper exit strategy, is a moron, an idiot, an asshole, and possibly every other insult u can ever throw at him..
a guy who cheats but gets away with it cleanly, might get some 'respect' or rather street cred, from other guys similar to him.. (the difference is, one has the whole world turned against him, the other doesn't)

but end of the day, its still wrong.. thats why people who steal get thrown in jail..
thats why people who cheat deserve to be there too.. (where horny men inside with no chicks to screw, and big muscles, and big dicks(=p) bully them cheaters into blow jobs and anal sex, and hopefully parade the cheaters with small dicks all around the prison naked, and laugh at him, and uh.. take his food from him, call him names, i dunno wad else to put here.. yet another crappy finish to wad looks like an intelligent post.. haha)

Love is all around

Its been a really long time since i last wrote anything here..

perhaps many people would have tot i stopped blogging..

but it is simply a matter of running out of things to write..

where the life of a person convergences to the monotonous drill of boredom..

the ink of a pen does nothing to ease the pain..

the heated weather beats down relentlessly on the people who scurry around in pretended freedom..

nothing they wouldn't give for a little rain..

the increasing prices,

the increasing numbers,

the bigger you get in this world,

the smaller you will feel,

in a place where no one knows your name..

life, truly is a sucky existence, when you realise you have always been missing your aim..

but if you find your significant other, and if you are her significant other, treasure the times spent together, cos.. forever, just isn't enough..

hmm.. thats all for crapping today! =) so emo rite..

i killed today

yah..

i killed.. a mouse today..

buried it nicely in a garbage bag..

alrite

its been a long time since i last wrote anything here,
prolly cos not much of special things to write about,
but i guess i could write abt smth boring once in a while,

ok,
so lets talk abt the boring everyday life,

so, ever since the hols started, met up with qhs n gang once to celevrate his bdae at clementi k box, that was a long time ago, i thk 2 fridays ago..
so it was a nite of drink, song, cake and dota..

den got go shopping with my darling,
eating a couple of lunches wif mishelle,
(of cos, that was to get her to buy my darling the shoes at a 40% staff discount woohoo! cheap rite!!~)

hmm,
wad else?
play sims2! i got the whole package installed, and it takes abt forever to load when u wanna play it.. but its fun and kills time..

bet soccer,
keep losing money until i pek chek.
buy 4d, but nvr buy correctly for my fren, kena killed cos, consolation prize dat nite (actually is i got shade to buy ibet, budden the stupid betting station the comp nvr register during the reading of the form, cant say its totally my fault) and dat was a 100 over bucks she didn't make dat nite.
immediately went to pray to dua pek gong the following day.

watched spiderman 3, 28 weeks later and a bunch of movies(dat weren't released recently) the my sassy girl vcd i rented from the video ez jam halfway, which reminds me i need to go and complain tmr, and hope maybe got refund.

sleep late everyday,
wake up late every afternoon (unless its damn hot)

sent my darling off on to her aust trip, dats 6 days we are gonna be apart, so sad..
the msn is not working, phone is out of the qn, i can onli pray she receives my email..

ok..
uh..
end of post..
=pPp

SUMmer!!~

so,
summer is here,
been here for a couple of weeks alr..
but it feels like things nvr change
life.. does not wait for u.. to move on by itself
yah.. i noe.. dats obvious.. but yah..
sometimes, time passes by like the ticking hands on the clock dat u get so used to it passing by, u dun feel urself growing older..
like.. that day.. got some idiots call me uncle..
jialat
uncle..
when u hear uh.. den u realise..
wtf! i become uncle alr!!
like... its the age where u give sweets to children to make them happy that kinda thing u noe...
like.. wah lau eh!!!!!!!
buay tahan..
dat day drinking beer at the kopitiam..
den..
i realised..
dats quite 'uncle'..

nowadays.. just slack, play some game, work abit, go out and enjoy time, and.. sleep!
no exercise!
i need to work out soon..
for now.. its more naruto arena.. haha