Da Dao Li 26

been a long time since i last wrote anything..
feels like time is pretty filled up with alot of stuffs lately..
i feel..
when u are busy..
somehow, u just feel isolated..
esp when u are working on ur stuffs alone..
working on my comms script and trying to mug for FA..
everything else just feels like its floating by me now..
work, school, friends, travelling, mug, eating, life just seems to drone along..
dragging my tired 2 feet thru this tough time..
i really need a break of sorts now..
i think..
so looking forward to the free HK trip this hols..
yups
this hols..
seems like a long long way from now..
but it should be coming soon..
time is such a relative matter..
someone just told me recently, before the ltb quiz on friday, a minute and a half was very little time.. (cos we had 1 and a 1/2 hrs to do a 60 qn quiz)
and i told him back..
"u try holding ur breath for a minute and a half and tell me if its a long or a short time.."
and ended up making the whole group of us trying to study laugh..
man.. i dunno wad was so funny about dat comment..
haha..
did one half of the ltb csp on sat..
conducted the frisbee clinic for the kids at tanjong pagar family service center..
had the most fun ever since the deepa raya hols..
ran abit.. NO! ran quite alot.. haha
throw the frisbee around..
haha.. i am getting better at it too.. maybe i could join the sch frisbee team or smth..
haa.. wishful thinking.. where got time for their trainings.. and ultimate frisbee really need to run around alot.. my old aging legs have no strength in them left..

yah..
went buying the prizes for the kids before the event itself with the rest of the group at the nearby ntuc at tiong bahru shopping centre..
fooled around with a witch hat as shown below..














yups.. i look rather senile inside it eh? stupid smile and all..
looks like there is still a kid in all of us..
i realised dat it is extremely easy to envy someone w/o realising someone else can be envying u at the same time..
like the shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu u noe..
i must control myself more.. esp my emotions..
i cannot do this anymore..
not again..
else my life will really continue to suck further..
wads mine will be mine,
wads not mine, was nv mine to start with..
envy oso no point,
cos i will nv get wad i envy..
fun? good life? a group of bestest pals to hang out with? so wad?
i can have it all, just dat 24 hours in a day will not be enough only..
dere's still somethings i have dat other pple dun haf wad.. like....
textbooks, laptop, microsoft word and powerpoint!! be my buddies till 30th november k?
transfer ur words into my brain,
make my power and understanding level ups..
haha
hard times are coming,
its time to make a choice between wad is easy, and wad is right..
its always time to make such a choice anyway..